"Jessica,I love you don't you get it,every time I close my eyes all I think of is you, the way you smile haunts my dreams every freaking night, it hurts when your not happy" he says sorrow filling each word he breaths "Jordan,I'm so sick of this" he turns his head to face me out foreheads touching, looking like that scene in every movie where they are fighting, then one walks off not showing up until they admit their love "sick of what" he says barely a whisper "sick of loving you, sick of always questioning myself on if you love me,just sick of this feeling in my gut,every time I'm with you I feel so happy, just so happy, when you were gone for that week and year I didn't know what to do, I didn't know if you were coming back,I even thought y-you m-ight be-" he cuts me off "I fucking love you Jessica dillion and I would never think other wise" he closes the gap between us bringing his lips to mine.
I can feel the tears falling down my face but I kiss him back desperate for his skin on mine "I love you too" I say feeling the emotion dripping off my mouth.
only now realising the small size of my apartment bed room,i fall into my bed he falls with me, but supports himself on his elbows.
our lips still hanging from each other "Jessica, I need to know if you want this to go any further if not we need to stop" I pause a moment to think and I know I am ready "I love you more than anything, I could not pick a better man to share this moment with" and in those words I feel a weight lift off me.
he smiles "I couldn't have said it better".
slowly but surely our clothes are on the floor and our souls linked in unison for life and after want feels like 3 hours later I lay back on my bed sweat painting my face "Jordan, I love you" I say "I love you jessica" he whispers as we gently fall asleep together knowing our hearts are true. . .
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the next morning- -
I wake up with a new found confidence in my self I stretch my body and get up, reliving the events of last night, I don't even remember what we were fighting about ,oh that's right about how he left when I needed him the most but I guess I can't dwell on it anymore it is in the past there isn't much worth in thinking about it now I know how he feels for me it's been almost a year since he left on that night and it's been a month since my 18th birthday and since I finished school early I get to start university soon. . . Maybe I should get Jordan to come with me but would he even come with me.
I turn my head around and there standing in front of me is my biggest nightmare. . . "z-zeke"
"hello . . love" his tone makes my hairs on my back stand "I'm out" he says widening his eyes to add effect.
what the fuck are you doing RUN
listening to my inner voice I sprint to the room where Jordan is "heeellpp" I scream breaking into the room, my eyes widen at the sight infront of me ,he is sprawled on the floor with a pool of blood around him "don't worry he's not dead, just a little sleepy" zeke whispers next to my ear, his arm snakes around my waist as tears fall down my face and a cloth goes over my mouth and I get very sleepy.
fight, fight don't go to sleep
my inner voice says, but I can't listen to it "j-jordan" I sob before the world goes black.
*** "..." means she can't hear it***
"zeke, are you crazy"......"oh my god-"..."this is too much you can't *loud thud*"..."hello jessica"..."I know your going in and out at the moment but I also know your... is can feel and saver .... pain.... I hope you know this is your fault"...
*****
third pov-
zeke after hitting Julie over the head with a lamp and tieing her to a pole, has Jessica chained to the floor in a warehouse all she is wearing is the shirt of Jordan's she was wearing this morning before zeke broke in.
zeke walks in his feet echoing in the room Jess lays in a crumbled body on the floor, her shirt crumbled over the top of her hips showing her backside and legs zeke stares her body up and down stopping at the lace green undies growling hungrily at her, he licks his lips "wake up!" he yells banging the metal table with multiple knives and tubes and needles spread across it.
Jessica doesn't wake, He smiles "okay, no worries you'll wake up soon" he laughs viciously unchaining her from the floor he puts her on a dentist chair and straps her arms and legs down and fasten her forehead to the back of the chair.
"were shall we start"
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Okay till the next chapters guys man I'm evil some times
cuz ya know ya love cliff hangers haha I'm evil
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