It's been a week since I gave myself to Damian we haven't talked since. I was beginning to think that he lied to me when he said we were official now. I mean, serious, who would say that and not be all over their person. I really missed him and was starting to think that I made a huge mistake. I mean I haven't texted him, and he hasn't texted me. I was not about to start the conversation. I just wish he would read my mind and come speak to me.
I was sitting in my car in the school parking lot waiting for absolutely nothing. I wanted to go home and lay in bed in a depressive state. Angry at myself for doing such a stupid thing I hit the steering wheel and screamed. I was scared back into reality when I heard a knock on my window. It was Alex. I rolled the window down and greeted him.
"Hey, man whacha been up to?" Alex smiled.
"Oh, uh nothing just sitting here stuck in my thoughts." I said as I got out of my car and locked it. I looked around and spotted Damian's fancy sports car. He was inside with some dudes and Lorissa, that bitch. I sighed and looked away. Ever since my first time he'd been with her a lot.
"Let's get inside, I have some studying to do before this damn quiz for chemistry ugh!" Alex laughed as we head inside.
We chatted about some things while heading to the library. We sat at the table where it started, I felt my heart flutter a little. My brain played the memories in my head I smiled at a few of them.
"Earth to Max?" Alex called while waving his hand in front of my face.
"Huh? What? What...happened?" I wiped some drool off my mouth and looked at Alex who had a grin on his face.
"Who got you smiling like that?" Alex teased,"You were thinking of him huh? Of Mr. Cool." Alex's grin grew bigger
My cheeks turned red, I instantly covered my face. That's right he knows I got a thing for him. I thought to myself I shook my head.
"No, no... I was thinking of something else! A lot has been going on, so my mind is pretty fuzzy right now." I explained as I opened my laptop and began to study, "Besides, I don't...think he'd be interested in me I mean look at me. I'm 5'2"and I weigh as much as a fuckin feather. What kinda guy would like me?" I sighed.
I couldn't get Damian out of my head. I can hear his heavy breathing, I can feel his touch, his warm breath on my neck. I sat there remembering it all. I couldn't help but miss him more and more.
"I... miss him" Alex heard what I said and smiled.
He grabbed me and just hugged me, and I guess that's all I needed to forget Damian for now. Class started and I dreaded going because I knew he was there. I swallowed my fears and just sat with him because it was assigned seating, and he was my table partner. The teacher began the lesson I stayed focused until I felt his hand on my thigh. I tensed up and looked his way, a huge mistake, he had a smirk on his face. His eyes were their normal blue he was just being a tease. While everyone else seems to be paying attention to the lesson he took the chance and pulled me into a sweet kiss. God, what is he doing right now? Does he not care...? I kissed back not because I wanted but because I didn't want to miss out on any chance of this relationship going right even if he ignored me.
He pulled away and stared at me. His eyes remained blue, yet I could see some parts turning black. I kept wondering why they did that, but I never thought of asking him. I tensed as the grip of his hand on my thigh tightened. Was he trying signal me or something? Luckily, I was saved by the bell, and I ran out, but he caught up to me in time.
"You've been avoiding me again. Did what happen a week ago changed you or something?" Damian asked walking beside me.
His cologne intoxicated it was the same smell as the night we had sex. My body began its unstoppable heat waves of lust. I could barely control myself now because I enjoyed what happened. Something about Damian's scent was causing this. I kept sniffing in this scent it was much like the scent before we had sex and as soon as he walked into the house I smelled it, Its alluring sweetness would make my head fuzzy and somehow it called to me, something inside Damian causes this or maybe Damian himself. I eyed him up and down the things I wanna do to him again I noticed his long beautiful hair was loose this time I ran my hand through it looses it was so soft I took a sniff. Mm, for a guy his hair smelled like eucalyptus and peppermint. God, it smells good on him. I kept sniffing until I bumped into his back
"Oof, hey, warn someone when you stop wa-" he cut me off with a small peck on my lips I turned red I come to notice we were in an empty hallway.
"Maybe if you weren't smelling my hair you'd noticed" Damian smirked a lil
"I was not smelling your hair... I was just uh..." Shit, I can't think straight, and what is with this intoxicating scent again I couldn't focus the scent was not too strong but it was there I could feel my heart starting to pound in my chest the longer I stood there I couldn't handle it "What's with this scent...it's intoxicating..." I leaned down a little to try and catch my breath and regain control of myself but the scent only grew stronger now that Damian was much closer to me he was rubbing my back to try and soothe me.
"What scent? I don't smell anything besides you..." Damian's voice was calm and relaxed I took a deep breath and that was a mistake I was hooked. I looked up at Damian who seem to be just staring at me with his beautiful blue/black eyes now I noticed the scent only comes when his eyes are either fully black or if they have a tint of black in them could I be mistaken or is this scent coming from him? Is he the reason for this? I stood up and stared at him for what seemed like ages "What? Do I have something on my face" He touched his cheek and titled his head to the side a little
"Your...eyes were they always like that? One minute they are a beautiful blue and the next they are dark blue or they can be blue with some blackish part in them" I reached to touch his hand that was placed on his cheek but he moved away so quickly he was tensed and the scent was gone. When he looked at me again his eyes were fully blue he had a smile on his face.
"I don't know what you're talking about but please don't change the subject...why do you keep avoiding me...Max?" Damian's voice was different now it had a hint of demanding in it. The aura in the hallway changed the scent was gone so I was able to regain myself but it didn't change anything.
What is he?
A/N As I said before these parts that I publish are not edited yet. My editor does have a job so please be patient you can always wait til the story is complete to read it fully edited or wait a bit till she gets around to editing. Thanks.
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The Untold Love
Roman d'amourMaxine, a 16-year-old boy, is struggling with his feelings for the new kid at school, Damian Moon. Despite his past heartbreaks, Maxine finds himself drawn to Damian but is unsure of how to handle these emotions. He has made a promise to himself to...