Uncertain

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After that day Damian changed a little now he was the one avoiding me though unlike me he does reply to my texts and calls. I stared at my phone it was a warm Saturday morning. I looked back at what he said yesterday 'What scent? I only smell you.' What did he mean by that? Did I stink yesterday? No no, I showered or was he talking about...my arousal?  I tensed a bit as I put my phone down and stared at my blank ceiling I sighed the room was quiet enough for my brain to start replaying some memories of our steamy day I remembered so well the way his room looked slightly messy even before we started. His room was decorated with dark stuff his walls were black even his bed sheets and blanket were black he had many band posters hung on the wall, a pile of clothes in the corner near the dresser he even had a box of condoms that were black too. His bathroom door was open at the time I could see inside his towels were black too but his face towels were grey.

His room smelled of his cologne and his bathroom smelled of peppermint. This guy looked hella hot like a sex god but his bathroom smelled like he was a peppermint goddess I laughed at the thought and turn onto my side I couldn't help but think about him and smile. I decided to text him to see if he was up this early.

-phone-

Me: Damian you awake yet you vampire?


Me: Daaammiiaaannn 

Me: I...miss you 

Damian: Oh really?

Me: Now he replies D:  What are you doing right now?

Damian: Just waking up why 

I decided to call him 

"Mmm what's up sunshine that never sleeps" Damian yawned 

His voice was deeper than usual. Damn the morning voice of his I thought to myself and smiled a little I sat up and yawned.

"Nothing...I was just wondering if you not busy...wanna hop through my window and see me?" I asked curiously as a joke I heard him laugh and then I heard another voice through the phone and my heart stopped it sounded like a girl's voice. I could hear the blanket shuffling as if someone was getting off the bed

"Mm? Through the window huh... What is your front door broken?" 

"Uh, no I just..." I tried to not sound jealous of whoever was with him but it was hard

"Max..."

Shit, he noticed the change in my voice I stayed quiet for a bit I didn't know what to say my tears were already streaming down my face. Was Damian dating that girl? Was I just a one-night stand or something? I was full-blown silently crying now.

"Max...?" Damian sounded worried now 

"I'm...fine..." My voice cracked "I gotta go" I hung up before he said anything else. Was that why he was avoiding me? I thought he felt the same as me but I guess I was wrong I curled up on my bed and cried my heart ached then I felt a pain I knew so well along with another and I now come to realize I forgot my medicine so this ach in my heart was not only caused by what I heard but also caused by the lack of medication "Shit,....my meds..." I tried to get up but fell on the floor I felt so weak then my phone rang it was Damian but I couldn't answer he called a few more times "Damian..." I tried to reach for my phone but felt too weak then my heart stopped and my hand fell limp the last thing I could hear was a deep voice calling my name and then everything went dark.

Damian had come to my house after me not answered the five calls he reached my room but it was too late he saw my limp body on the floor "Max!!" I didn't respond he gently grabbed me I still felt somewhat warm he wasted no time and rush off to the hospital with me. There the nurses and Dr quickly tended to me once he gave them my name he was left in the waiting room alone, stressed, and worried. My phone rang it was my mom and he gladly answered it and explained to her what happened she was so worried but couldn't make the flight back in time so she entrust me to Damian who took it seriously to make sure I was okay.

The Drs managed to give me a fast-acting liquid version of my pill medicine my heart began to beat at a fast rate but only for a short while then it was a normal steady beat but I was still unconscious the Dr then went out to the waiting room Damian stood up.

"Is he gonna be okay..." Damian asked

"You brought him in time but he still remains unconscious who knows if he will wake up or not it's up to him now you may see him" The Dr nodded and left Damian went to the room I was in. I lay there with many machines attached to me and that annoying beating sound that was my heart monitor he held my limp hand and sighed. The room was filled with many things some chairs there was a huge window overlooking the ocean even though I was unconscious I heard him. Damian was crying. 

"Max..." Damian's voice cracked a bit as he cried silently "You're so forgetful..."

I remained unconscious for a while I had many visitors but at night Damian was always there after school he was always there. My mother had returned from being with my Aunt so she visited me during the morning and afternoons with my sisters. My older brother Xavier visited as well with his wife and newborn son he named Blake. I don't know where I was while being unconscious but this place I was in reminded me of the time my ex hit me so hard I had to be hospitalized for a few days.

In the outside world even though I was unconscious I could hear muffled voices of people I knew but one voice and only one voice caught me it was a voice I knew so well and hated.

 "Max,...I found you..."

It was him. The one asshole I had been avoiding since some time ago.

Ryker. 

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