«𝐁𝐮𝐦𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭» || 𝐉𝐞𝐧𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜

«Chapter 33 • 6 Days Without Him»

Day 1:

It was Jennie first day alone after she ran away. She didn't have any feelings to do anything. Any motivation. She had woken up with her eyes red from all the crying. She grabbed an ice cream she had bought and took it to her bed. She went through her phone gallery, seeing all Jungkook's pictures.

It broke her heart seeing them. Her heart started breaking more and more. She went to take a shower to wash her face.

Day 2:

Jennie was once again lonely. She knew Jungkook was searching for her. Or that's what she hoped. She was hungry, she went to where she had the food. She grabbed an instant ramen, and into the microwave. She ate and they went to take a bath. She wanted to try and forget what happened. But no, she couldn't, he was too important for her.

"Jungkook, I can't forget you, I hope to see you," Jennie said very sad.

When she got out of the bath, she went to get dress. She found a big white shirt. Jungkook's shirt. She had probably accidentally put it in. She put it on. Jennie went into her bed again and cover herself with the blanket.

"Jungkook," Jennie said as she hold tight onto the shirt. She started crying. Her cry was now like a waterfall.

Day 3:

Why did I became upon Yeji? Jennie thought. If it wasn't because of her, she would have loved the happiest life. But it was true, Yeji had warned her before. Jennie's heart had more scars than what she could count. She went to the bathroom and looked at herself on the mirror.

"What happened? What happened to the old Jennie? Where is she? Is she hidden somewhere? What would she do?" Jennie asked out loud to herself.

She went to the shower and took a fast one. When Jennie got out, she got cold. She went through her bag to find a sweater. She found a dark blue one, from Jungkook. She hold it tight, not wanting to let go. She put it on and then a paper fell from the pocket. Jennie open it. It was the paper he had written to her on the morning.

Day 4:

Jennie woke up, her body was so tired. It told her to let go off everything. She woke up with less energy than she had ever. She did her everyday routine. Eat, take a shower, and then go back to bed. Nothing new.

Day 5:

One day more. Just like always. But this day, Jennie woke up with no feelings. Her heart didn't tell her anything. Her mind just kept her doing the routine, to be alive. Jennie looked at the paper that she had, the one Jungkook wrote for her. The more she watched, the worst she felt. She decided to burn it. And hopefully every Jungkook's love with it. She didn't want to remember anything. She didn't want to suffer more. She saw the paper as it burned.

Jennnie then went to the bath. She filled up with warm water. She got in it and thought about him. She then got herself completely cover in water. Maybe she could drown, and no more pain. She could go to heaven and have a peaceful life. But she then got scare by some people screaming outside the hotel. She couldn't understand what they where saying. But she didn't care.

She got out and put the same sweater on. This time she didn't care. She just wanted to fall asleep and forget everything.

Day 6:

Jennie went to get food, and she saw she only had left for that day. She had to go buy more. Which meant going to the public.

She felt lonely. Kuma wasn't with her. She had left it on the pets part of the hotel. Where they took care of the animals. She knew she a had to do it, she knew she couldn't take care of him.
And once again, Jennie was comfort under the bed sheets. Hiding herself. Not wanting the pain to find her. The she thought, if I don't let my heart fall in love, I won't suffer.