Angel In Disguise

Chapter 35 - A Nausea

"I can't believe I came back from my honeymoon to be invited to your wedding." Gianna tells me in surprise and it surprises me too.

"You received an invitation too?" I question since Morelia told me her and Akim received one as well.

Boris is doing this on purpose. He is inviting the people I love and that I am most close with to this horrible event. He wants them to technically watch me destroy my life by giving it to him. I'm so tired of him that it is pissing me off.

She looks at me a little offended. "Were you not going to invite me?"

"I just really don't want you guys to see me on the most miserable day of my life. I'm leaving my brothers home because I don't want them to witness it either." I explain and after the words leave my mouth, I realize I basically admitted to not wanting to get married.

Morelia and Gianna look at me with so much concern that just makes me feel more guilty than I have already felt these past few days or even weeks. I don't even know what day it is anymore from how much I'm dreading that damn wedding.

I have a feeling that I will get so fed up to the point where I will kill Boris with my own hands before we even get to 'celebrate' that we're married. I'll be a widow before I know it.

"Katya..." Morelia sighs but looks me deeply in the eyes and takes my hands softly in hers.

"Why are you getting married to that man? It's so obvious that you don't want to." She tells me softly as I now feel Gianna's presence beside me.

"Tell us what is wrong, and you know that we will stop this horrible situation in a heartbeat." Gianna stares at me softly and her words are genuine.

I break down into tears immediately. I so badly wish I could tell them.

Gianna pulls me into a tight and comfortable hug as Morelia squeezes my hands in a comforting manner.

"You don't have to do this to yourself, Katya." Morelia assures looking at me with hope filled eyes.

I really do wish it was that simple but I can't go back on my decision. Boris still has my aunt and isn't planning on letting her go until I have married him. I can't risk that he hurts her or even worse, kills her.

"It's for everyone's good." I reply trying to stop myself from shedding any more tears.

"Why is that?" Gianna asks me but I can't tell them.

"I can't say." It's not really that I can't it's more that I shouldn't.

If I were to tell them they would certainly try to do something. That would only put everyone at more risk and I refuse to let anyone else die or get hurt because of me. Well, more because of that stupid fucking obsession that Boris has with me.

"You don't have to but please really consider it before getting married." Gianna responds to me squeezing me a bit tighter.

"You still have time to think, Katya. It would be a mistake that you would be committing and you know that." Morelia reaches over the table to wipe my eyes with her thumbs.

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I'm about to twist the key to open the door to my house when I feel a sudden presence behind me.

I stop myself from opening the door and I turn around to face the fucking asshole. Boris stands a few inches away from me with a creepy smirk on his face. I immediately get a terrible feeling by just staring at him.

I had to actually stop my plan with framing him with stealing all those expensive diamond necklaces from the museum thing. I sold them instead because I know him and I know that he wouldn't even make it to prison. The last time I tried to send him there it ended up not happening and I ended up looking like a liar.

"What are you doing here?" I cross my arms across my chest hugging myself. I'm doing it as a form of comfort but also because it's quite cold at the moment.

"Can't I come visit my fiancée?" He tries to touch my face but I immediately shove his hand away.

"No, what do you want?" I am starting to become very irritated by him.

The more I see him the less scared I become of him. That anxiety and fear that I had at the thought of just his name has slowly become anger. All I want to do is rip his face into pieces.

"I wanted to show you something that I think you would be interested in." He pulls his phone out from his pocket.

I wait a few seconds before he hands it to me. My heart sinks and my stomach churns at the realization of what I am looking at. I immediately feel sick to my stomach.

He filmed it.

I feel like the oxygen in my body has been completely knocked out and I just feel weak in general. The phone falls from my hand and I feel hot tears begin to fill my eyes.

Boris looks at me with a stupid smile on his face after picking his phone up. It only makes me feel worse. How can somebody be so cruel and evil?

"I showed it to your little dirty fed." His words make me feel nauseous instantly.

I hold a hand up to my chest because it feels so heavy and suffocating. Amado probably thinks the worst of me. I'm sure he hates me more than ever and is probably disgusted with ever thinking that he loved me. He must also hate that he ever let me touch him and that I let him touch me. I'll never be able to look him in the face again.

"I'm sure he won't be a problem between us again after seeing our sex tape." He is only making me feel worse and I know he is doing it on purpose.

A sex tape? Are you fucking kidding me?

"Leave." It's all I am able to speak, and I hate that my voice comes out so weak.

He only smirks and lightly nods. He then tries to get close to me to kiss me, but I manage to shove him back. He only chuckles and with that finally leaves my sight.

I feel the nausea begin to worsen so I turn around to resume on opening my door. In a matter of seconds, I end up on the bathroom floor throwing up my lunch from earlier. He physically makes me sick and I'm losing my patience and mind by the day. I'm not going to let him win because I refuse to live a life like this until one of us dies.

I stay seated on the floor with tears coming out of my eyes. I hate him so much. How could he film such a thing and then go around showing people?

I feel so disgusted to even think about him showing that to Amado. I really pray that he doesn't show it to anyone else and I hope that no one else has seen it. I already feel so horrible and ashamed for it.

I would go completely insane if he dared to show it to my friends or even worse my brothers.

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