Not Dead

Chapter Six - Cuddle Time

Your P.O.V.

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I wake up with Georg and Gustav still holding onto me. I run my fingers through Gustav's hair and smile. He buries his face further into my chest. Georg groans behind me. I laugh.

"Good morning sunshine." He growls and buries his face into my neck mumbling into it.

"Please tell me you have nowhere to be today." I chuckle.

"I don't."

"Good because I don't want to get up." I chuckle. We sit like that for about ten minutes before Tom barges into the room.

"Which one of you fuckers almost had sex but stopped because I'm hungry and you fuckers were my source of food!" I flush bright red and turn burying my face in Georg's chest, Georg chuckles.

"It was you Georg wasn't it?!" Gustav sits up growling.

"If you need sexual energy so bad just go to a college party or something, why are you bothering us?"

"Because Georg was so fucking close but he stopped, which never happens." I look up at Georg and he looks away. His ears are red.

"Not you too, come on man, what's so great about a human anyways?" Gustav gets up. I turn to see what's going on and see Gustav staring down Tom before walking out of my room. Tom looks at Georg and me confused. I sit up.

"You probably just made him annoyed by talking too loud." Tom shakes his head and comes to sit on my bed.

"Do you know about any college parties happening tonight?" I nod.

"Yeah, the sorority that sent me into the forest is having a party tonight. I'm not invited though, I failed their dumb test." He laughs.

"Yeah, you got your ass knocked out." I glare at him and he raises his hands in defense.

"Okay, I won't joke about it. Anyways can you take me to the party and drop me off?" I sigh.

"Fine but you have to make your way home yourself." He nods and gets up leaving my room. I sigh and Georg comes up behind me leaning his head on my shoulder and hugging my waist.

"Are you alright?" I sigh and nod.

"What was Tom talking about?" Georg sighs.

"In the past, I've had a habit of playing with my food. Then handing them to Bill to memory wipe. We had a thing going where I'd do that, Tom and Bill would be fed, I would be fed, and everyone would be happy. I guess I got sick of that cycle." I smile.

"I understand." He buries his face into my neck kissing it before getting up himself. I sit there for a moment thinking. Am I just their next meal until they figure out how to permanently erase my memories of them? When I think of losing the memories I have of them I start to feel sad as weird as all of this has been I'm starting to like them, well all of them except Tom, he still gets on my nerves. I start to feel lonely so I call out for Gustav.

"Hey Gustav, you can hear me right? If you can could you come here a moment." Not even a minute passes and Gustav comes through my door. He gives me a concerned look.

"Are you alright? Did something happen?" I don't say anything. I just walk up to him and hug him. He freezes for a moment but it doesn't take him long to wrap his arms around me. I bury my face into his shoulder.

"I don't want to forget you." He rubs my back and picks me up sitting on the bed and placing me in his lap.

"You aren't gonna forget me or anyone else not while I'm around." I hold onto him trying to curb my anxiety by being close to him. He runs his hand through my hair which helps to calm me down. I finally pull away from him and look at him smiling. He blushes and looks away.

"Oh sorry, I can get up off of you if I make you uncomfortable." He shakes his head.

"I- you're fine, I don't mind, I like holding you." It's my turn to blush now. I decide to lean back into Gustav's hold. He rubs my back which relaxes me until I fall asleep in his arms.

I wake up when my door slams open. Gustav growls at the person.

"Hey, you can't growl at me she promised to take me to the college party." I sit up and look at Gustav.

"He's right Gustav, I told him I'd take him." Gustav looks a little disappointed as I get out of his arms.

"Don't worry Gustav I'm only dropping him off, we can cuddle when I get back okay." He nods.

"Okay, my sweet." I guess he was bound to give me a nickname eventually, his is much sweeter than the others though. I head out to my car with Tom not too far behind. We both get into my car and he turns to me.

"I don't get why those two like you so much, your just a fragile little human. You don't have anything to offer them." I frown and hold on tighter to the steering wheel.

"Why do you care, you don't seem to like me anyways so it's not like you have anything to worry about." He laughs.

"Yeah, but I'm just confused, first you break free from the mind control then you get Georg and Gustav to like you. There's gotta be something that makes them like you so much. I mean even Bill is starting to like you more, what about you is so damn special."

"Well maybe if you took time to get to know me then you'd figure it out." He laughs.

"Yeah no." I sigh and pull up to the house the party is being held at. I park the car and Tom gets out. I sit there for a moment and then I hear someone knock on my window. It's one of the girls from the sorority I couldn't get into. I roll down my window and she leans on my car door.

"Hey (Name)~" I sigh.

"If you're gonna ask me about the guy who just got out of my car, no he is not my boyfriend you have free range." She smirks waving at me.

"Thanks, bestie. Sorry, you couldn't stay longer." I sigh and rest my head on my steering wheel.

"Hey girl you look lonely."

I wish I never rolled my window down.