Not Dead

Chapter Eighteen - Jealousy and the Things it Does

Your P.O.V.

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"Okay, enough of this sex debate or whatever it is. Out, all of you." Georg frowns at me.

"What about me?" I sigh.

"Fine all of you out but Georg." Before they all leave Gustav runs back and gives me a kiss on the forehead.

"Good morning my sweet." I smile and give him a peck on the lips. He smiles and heads out of my room. I stand up and flinch. I hear Georg chuckle behind me. I turn to him and frown.

"Want some help?" I shake my head no and take a step but pain shoots up my legs.

"Yes, please help." He chuckles and comes up to me picking me up and placing me back onto my bed.

"What do you want to wear?"

"Just something comfortable." He nods and heads over to my dresser to grab me something to wear. He comes back with something comfortable and hands it to me.

"Want me to carry you to the bathroom?" I go to stand and I'm hit with pain again. I start nodding aggressively and he laughs. He picks me up and carries me into the bathroom. He places me down and puts my clothes on top of the sink. He opens up the mirror cabinet and hands me some painkillers. I take one out of the bottle and use water from the sink to swallow it. He heads out of the bathroom and closes the door. I put the painkillers back and get into the shower. My legs are still shaking but I can push through it. I finish showering and get dressed. The painkillers kicked in so I can walk now. I head downstairs where the guys are waiting. I head over to the couch and lay across Georg, Gustav, and Tom who are sitting on the couch. They all laugh and Georg speaks up.

"Still sore?" I shake my head.

"Nah I just desperately do not want to go to this class." Gustav speaks up.

"When is it?"

"In an hour, by the way, who's coming with me today?" They all look at each other. Bill decides to say something.

"Well, it's either gonna be Georg or Gustav since Tom and I have already gone with you."

"How about Gustav then?" Gustav looks down at me happily.

"That's fair since we-" I interrupt Georg.

"Shut up about that." Georg laughs.

"What? They already all know so it's no big deal."

"I know it just feels weird anyways is should head out, you ready Gustav?" He nods and we head out the door together. We get in my car together and we sit in silence until we get to campus. I get out and he follows me to my next class. We sit toward the back and I turn to Gustav.

"Are you alright Gustav? You seem out of it." He shakes his head smiling at me.

"I'm alright, I just don't do well in environments like this, there are too many sounds and smells plus a lot of human girls wear too much perfume." I chuckle.

"You're not the only one who smells that." He laughs. As we joke around and chat a girl comes up to us.

"Hey (Name) is your new friend single?" I look up at her confused. Gustav shakes his head.

"I'm not, I belong to her." He points at me. I flush red at his boldness. The girl frowns.

"Why do all the cute guys like you?" She gets up and leaves as the professor walks in. After the long lecture, the class is finally over. Luckily it's my only class of the day. Gustav and I head out to my car. We get in and I turn to Gustav. He has a look on his face that makes me a little worried.

"Gustav, what's wrong do you have something on your mind?" He looks over at me.

"I guess I'm jealous of Georg, he got to you before I could. I wish you chose me first." I lean over and grab his face in my hands turning him to face me. I pull his face toward mine and rest my forehead on his.

"Gustav, I would never choose any of you over the others. I was letting each of you take things at your own pace, it just so happens that Georg's pace is a little faster. If you want to move things along quicker I'm not going to stop you." Gustav smiles at me and grabs my hands, he pulls them off his face and uses my arms to pull me into a kiss. He lightly pushes me over while kissing me he places his arms behind me locking the doors. He rests one of his hands on my hip and holds my face in the other. He's so gentle it's almost as if he's worried I'll break. He breaks away from the kiss panting. He looks worried and pulls away sitting back in his seat still facing me.

"I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me I-" I pull him by the collar of his shirt into another kiss this one more heated than the last one. I pull myself into his seat placing myself in his lap. I wrap my arms around his neck and he places his hands on my hips. I slide my tongue into his mouth but he wins the fight. He slides his hands under my shirt. While Georg's hands were cold Gustav's are so warm. He pulls away again.

"I don't know if we should be doing this here." I chuckle.

"It's about the same amount of privacy we'd get at home." He shakes his head.

"I know but if we're gonna do this I want to do it somewhere more comfortable." I nod.

"Okay, let's head home then." I get off his lap and get back into my seat. I start up the car and head back to the mansion. I park the car and look over at Gustav.

I can't help the excitement coursing through me.

Becca's notes: Once again I'm leaving y'all on a cliff hanger I'm simply feeling evil >:3