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dear diary,

at the current moment, i'm staring at a framed photo on my bedside. it's a photo of me and jennie... a few days after we first moved into this apartment...

jin has been saying to me that jennie doesn't deserve me. he's been calling her some awful things, but, i haven't stopped him.

i wonder how jennie is getting on with her new girlfriend... or... not very new...

i've checked jennie's instagram a few times since she left me. she has posted a photo of her and lisa. i will admit, lisa looks very pretty and kinda perfect. just as perfect as jennie...

i'm okay as long as jennie is happy, although i wish she was still with me. i still can't believe she's gone, it's so hard for me to process everything...

and poor jin, bless him. he's been here for me since jennie has left. he's the best older brother i could ask for. i really want to see him in person..

do you know what? i'm gonna get jin over here tomorrow so i can properly vent to him. i want to see him, i feel so alone and i won't anymore if he comes here. i want to spend a day with him.

i'm going to text him right now and tell him i want him over tomorrow.

- jisoo

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