recovery || chaesoo

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dear diary,

i swear, kim jennie has made me a happier person. i'm so glad i have her as my girlfriend, i couldn't ask for anything more.

jennie is a little younger than me, she's south korean like me but grew up in new zealand. together, we call ourselves jensoo.

we've been living together in this apartment since graduation. we have two different beds, because we like to have space, but that doesn't make us any less closer.

i love her so much, i don't know what i'd do without her.

i always think to myself that it's kinda strange. we have the same surname yet we're dating. bit weird, don't you think? kim jisoo and kim jennie?

well whatever. it doesn't matter. love is love, and i love jennie, and she loves me.

i kinda hope i can be with her forever. of course, i've had previous partners before her. girls and boys, since i'm bisexual, but jennie has been the best, and i think she's the one i want to stay with.

earlier, this is what i told her. when she was awake. she's sleeping peacefully now. she doesn't know i keep a diary, which is why i write here when i can.

"jennie, i hope we stay together for the rest of our lives." i told her, and i meant it.

"oh, don't worry, jisoo," jennie said with her strong voice. "we will."

i smiled, and so did she. she then glanced back at her phone, and started giggling. i didn't know why but i also didn't want to invade her privacy, so i let her.

she's been giggling and smiling at her phone for the past few weeks actually... she's probably just watching funny videos or chatting with friends. it's nice to see her happy.

anyway, that's all for now, diary. i'll write again soon.

- jisoo