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dear diary,

rosé was upset again tonight.

we were sat on my bed in the evening while it was dark and rainy outside, and she was talking to me in more detail about how her parents kicked her out of the house.

"mother had overheard a conversation i was having with jimin, and when she told father about it, he just went crazy and they made me admit it in the living room. that was when there was a huge row, and they told me to just pack my things and get out. they said they didn't want to know me anymore, and jimin isn't allowed to come looking for me or there will be consequences..." she said.

"honestly rosé, that's horrible. you shouldn't have to be kicked out your home and seperated from your brother just because you like the same sex as yourself..." i said, my eyes fixed on her's.

i feel so bad for her, and i just wish i could give her parents a piece of my mind.

she slowly leaned her head on my shoulder, and i started to play with her hair, wrapping the blonde curls around my fingers.

"i'm always here for you if you need anyone. you mean so much to me. i..."

... caught my tongue.

"you what, jisoonie?"

"nevermind."

i don't even know what i almost said.

"just always talk to me if you feel down." i broke the silence.

"i will. thank you, jisoo..." she said, as her head continued to rest on my shoulder.

she eventually fell asleep there, and now she's asleep with her head on my lap as i write this.

i really hope that thing that i caught myself saying won't be something i'll regret.

- jisoo

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