dear diary,
i won't lie, i'm getting very scared about this whole jennie situation.
i took jin's advice and talked to her today. i called her into the living room and she sat next to me, and smiled.
"what's up, sooya?" she asked.
jennie has been calling me sooya since forever. i like that nickname she gave me.
"jen... i'm... a little uncomfortable at the moment."
she stopped smiling. "why?"
"i'm getting suspicious of you. the revealing dresses, the friday nights, the notes... it's just a little... weird."
she stared me, and she looked a little nervous.
"i... i've already told you i only go to see my family, jisoo."
"every single friday? with revealing dresses on? it's like we're not even together, jennie. you're my girlfriend, i love you, and i want to spend time with you."
she looked away, and just didn't speak. to be completely honest, i felt like crying.
"... i'm sorry jisoo..."
she got up from the couch and went back upstairs, and just left me there.
i'm still sitting on the couch now, and she still hasn't come downstairs. i don't know what's wrong with her.
i need to get to the bottom of this, somehow. i'm starting to feel like i lie to myself when i say jennie still loves me... and... i honestly hate that...
- jisoo
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recovery || chaesoo
Hayran Kurgukim jisoo has a diary. she writes in it a lot. she writes positive things all the time and acts a very happy and cheerful person, until she finds out that her girlfriend, jennie, was cheating on her with another girl named lisa. Soon, park rosé mo...
