dear diary,
i've been looking more on jennie's instagram and i've found out her new girlfriend's full name is lalisa prinpriya manobal. she's younger than jennie too. i also found out she's from thailand and that's why jennie and her will be moving there. lisa is also a very pretty and stylish girl. judging from the videos i've watched on jennie's social media accounts, lisa seems so perfect for jennie, it's unbelievable. i could never compare to her.
i still hope jennie is happy with lisa.
i'm still struggling to get over jennie but my romantic feelings for her are kinda fading since my talk with jin.
i'm kind of willing to let her be on with her life and date lisa, just like she's wanted to do.
i actually now realize that i feel more free. i'm not worrying about jennie going out every friday night anymore, and i feel more comfortable.
besides, i'm sure i'll find someone, a girl or a boy, who won't cheat on me like jennie did, and will be there for me through thick and thin.
until i find that someone who i'm actually meant to be with, i will be focusing on myself. i still miss jennie all the time. i miss when she made me laugh, our long chats, when i kissed her...
although i miss her though, i'm not dating a cheater anymore and i should be extremely thankful.
do you know what?
i'm going out.
i'm going to buy some comfortable clothes, without jennie. without watching her buy an expensive revealing dress to go and see lisa in.
i'm going to go and change my style up a bit.
- jisoo
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recovery || chaesoo
Hayran Kurgukim jisoo has a diary. she writes in it a lot. she writes positive things all the time and acts a very happy and cheerful person, until she finds out that her girlfriend, jennie, was cheating on her with another girl named lisa. Soon, park rosé mo...
