dear diary,
it's thursday today and the last time me and jennie had a proper conversation was on monday. we've barely spoken to each other this week.
i've never had a fight with jennie before. this is making me wonder if i really am supposed to be with jennie...
no! i mustn't think like this!
it's just a small misunderstanding like all lovers have. me and her will find out something that works for the both of us and we'll be healthy girlfriends again, like we were before all this!
i need to talk to her and maybe get her to bring me with her to one of these dinner parties with her family... if she even is going there actually. she probably is..
no! stop lying to yourself, jisoo!
jennie could be going anywhere! i need to wake up! i just don't want to accept it! she could be going to clubs, to fashion shows... for all i know, she could be cheating!
what am i writing!? jennie wouldn't cheat on me! she wouldn't..
but she could!
ugh, i hate this! i don't know what to believe! i feel so... so..
overwhelmed!!!
i kinda don't even feel comfortable anymore! i love jennie so much, i'd do anything for her, but i also feel so distant now! like i don't even know her! at this point, we're two strangers living in the same apartment!
jennie... jennie...
jennie! that's all i can think about! all i have been able to think about for years! kim jennie!
i can't let her go, i won't! i'm going to stay with her, i love her too much to just leave!
i'm going to sort this out, one way or another, and make everything go back to normal.
- jisoo
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recovery || chaesoo
Fanfictionkim jisoo has a diary. she writes in it a lot. she writes positive things all the time and acts a very happy and cheerful person, until she finds out that her girlfriend, jennie, was cheating on her with another girl named lisa. Soon, park rosé mo...
