Secret Identities

EPILOGUE

Beep beep beep

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That's all I can hear from the moment I regain my consciousness

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I cant open my eyes completely because of the light I missed for a long long time.

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Beep beep beep

That sound is everywhere. . .

I cant see clearly. . .

It's blurry. .

but slowly I can see shadows in front of me. . .

Touching me. . .

And slowly I can hear them.

"is she awake?"a male voice

" indeed she is" a female voice, she's the one touching me. . . and I can now see she's talking to someone. . .

She's talking to my dad.

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I heard a knock and someone enter the room. But im in the veranda of my room standing and enjoying the view

"why did you get up? You need to stay in bed to rest" my dad said

"dad natulog at nahiga ako sa kama for a year I think I got enough rest I need. Besides I want some fresh air."

He walked towards me

"okay if that's what you want, but if you feel tired, you rest okay?"

"yes dad"

"and before I forgot. . . " he gave me something in the envelope

"what's this?" tanong ko

"plane ticket for Boston. we will leave the day after tomorrow."

Tinignan ko lang ang plane ticket habang pa labas ng room si dad

Pero bago pa siya tuluyang lumabas ng kwarto pinigilan ko siya

"dad?"

At napahinto siya at tinignan ako with curious expression kung bakit ko siya tinawag

"could I see him? Could I see him for the one last time before we go? I just want to be sure that he's okay now, kahit Makita ko lang siya for the last time,please Dad. That's all" I sincerely said

He didn't reply but he nod.

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It's been a year since na unconscious ako. I nearly died because of the operation, it became critical dahil sa ilang bala na napunta sa mapiligrosong bahagi ng katawan ko. 1 year akong natulog , nahiga sa kama ko na coma in short. After 4 months of operations they sent me home para dito na ipagpatuloy ang treatment. They had doctors here 24/7 within that 1 year.

It's been 5 days since nung nagising ako. Wow 1 year? Hindi ko akalain na makakatulog ako ng ganun ka tagal. Pero ang hindi ko mapaniwalaan ay nabuhay pa ako. Oo aaminin ko, alam na alam ko sa mga oras na yun ay katapusan ko na. sa tindi ba ng natanggap ko sa tingin niyo mabubuhay pa ko? Himala diba? Pero baka eto na ang second life na tinatawag, ang pagkakataon para itama ang lahat, magsimula ng panibagong buhay.

At bago kami umalis ng tuluyan, gusto ko siya munang Makita, kahit sa malayo lang, kahit ilang minuto lang, kasi alam ko ito na ang huling pagkakataon na makikita ko siya. Gusto ko siya ang huling tao na makikita ko bago akong umalis.

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I decided to see him on the day that I'm leaving. Few hours before I head to the airport.

And sa lahat na lugar na pwede ko siyang Makita ay dito pa sa Cemetery.

He's there infront of my fake grave and im here watching him in a distance.

His eyes, I know that he's so sad and so hurt .Alam ko na basag na basag siya, dahil ganun din ang nararamdaman ko. at mas nasasaktan ako na nakikita siyang ganito.

And tears begin to flow.. . pero bago pa na may isipin akong hindi dapat, umalis na ko

at pumunta ng airport. Kasi the more na manatili ako dun, the more the chance that I will go to him to tell him how much I love him.

Sumakay na kami ng Private plane pero hindi parin tumitigil ang pag tulo ng luha ko.

Sorry xander, sorry sa lahat. Sorry dahil dinala kita sa mundong malayong malayo sa mundong kinagisnan mo, sorry dahil dinala ko sayo ang piligro. Sorry cause I thought I'm strong enough to protect people I love. Sorry because I need to be dead , yun lang ang paraan para makalimutan mo ko xander. keylangan kong mamatay sa isip mo, pero sana hindi ako ma matay sa puso mo xander.

Sorry dahil hindi ko matutupad ang pangako ko sayo.

Mas pipiliin ko na lang na mahalin ka sa malayo keysa mahalin ka ng harapan pero harapan ko din binibigay ang katapusan ng buhay mo.

Oo masakit na mas pinili kong iwan ka at ipaisip sayo na hindi na ako babalik at mawala sayo.

Pero hindi ko naman matatanggap na lumaban kasama ka na kapalit ay buhay mo.

Leaving you is painful

But losing you is sorrow.

But please don't forget that I Love You.

Cause I will always and forever Love You Xander.

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