What do I live for?

Chapter 9

Jace Pov

Another month passed by and it has been a week since Mike came back. It was Saturday and Mike went out with his friends. I told him everything that happened with me and his guards but he didn't actually believe me. He believes Dean had something to do with it. What is his obsession with Dean. I'm already in a process of forgetting Dean Langley.

On my way to the market I saw the familiar Jaguar pulling up. Two guards jumped out and knocked the men out that was with me. "Oh god not again." I started to run as fast as I could down the alley. Shaw of course caught me. "Calm down little one, the boss just wants to talk. Struggling in his arms he threw me over his shoulder and carried me to the car. Struggling was no use. I sat in the ca facing the man I despised. "What do you want now? Why can't you just leave me alone?" Dean looked at me with complete amusement. "I'm leaving tonight..." That caught me off guard. My heart pounded in my chest. "Oh thank god. I hope you have a save trip, now can I go,"I said with a smile. We were the only ones in the car. A tear escaped his left eye but he wiped it quickly. "That is not the reaction I wanted but its fine I guess. Really now. What is with this man? He's crying over me?  "I'm in love with you Jace. I fell in love with all of you. I don't know if I will be able to forget you but I know that you don't like me. And I would never force you to do anything or to return my feelings. I wanted you to come with me. I can protect you against Mike and everyone else just give a chance to prove to you." His words was hurting me. But i can never love a man like him. I will always be reminded of Mike. Dean is someone I hate and it will forever be this way. He is a criminal, a murderer, a killer and I hate him. "I can never love you. My hatred towards you is bigger that my hatred towards Mike. I don't want you near me... You said you wouldn't force me. But all you've been doing was forcing me to come eye2eye with you. Forcing me to be close to you when you know perfectly well how I feel. I never wanted to meet you." "Why are you crying?" I didn't even realise I was crying. "Because you make me sad. I don't know why and it scares me." Dean was now hovering over me. I was laying in the car seat with him on top of me. "What have you turned me into Jace? I've never felt like this towards anyone. I love you." He kissed me without warning. My lips was moving on its own. My heart was doing what my mind was denying me. My arms moved behind his back. Pressing him against me. I loved his kisses. It was addictive but also very wrong. We kissed for almost half an hour. is tongue was grazing my mouth. Exploring every inch of my mouth. "I'll miss you Jace. But I guess this is goodbye. I promised myself not to hurt you anymore." Another tear escaped my eyes. What was happening to me? I don't want to feel this way towards him. Kissing for another half an hour. Dean was grinding against me. I felt lust I've never felt before. A tickling sensation in the pit of my stomach. I felt the warm liquod dripping from me. I know what just happened. I was hard and I came. And he is doing this to me. He is doing something Mike could never achieve. I felt so needy for only him and it scared me no it terrified me. I pushed him off me. "You will never lay a finger on me again. As he was about to kiss me again I slapped him very hard. He held his cheek with his palm. "I wish to never see you again!" Luckily the car wasn't locked. I practically flew away from there. My heart was beating heavily. The guards had just woken up three blocks away. They looked at me confused when they saw me sitting on the bench beside them. "What the fuck happened?" I looked at them innocently. "What kind of guards are you who can't protect me. They almost killed me and you are just laying about. Wait until Mike finds out about this!" They looked at me scared shitless. Begging not to tell Mike and we decided not to say anything. Good for me. What a day but I'm glad Dean is out of my life.

This is a very short chapter sorry but its time changing so bare with me!!