Love Syndrome (Day/Itt) - Book 1 (Authorized English Translation)

Nick & Neil - Special Chapter 5

The next morning...

The sunlight shined through the bedroom balcony curtain. Neil slowly opens his eyes and wakes up. He stares at the ceiling until his eyesight adjusts.

When he turns his head to look beside him, he's slightly startled when he sees another person sleeping next to him. The sleeping figure has tear stained eyes.

//Damn it... I shouldn't have been that terrible last night. // Neil mumbled to himself softly when he remembered the events of last night.

He sat up in bed. His face was tense. He turned to look at Nick's sweet face again before getting out of bed to take a shower. The whole time he was showering, he thought about what he should do next.

Will he act normal? Will he want to separate, like he has done with others he has slept with? Neil felt terrible. He knows what Nick has been through.

"Why do I have to think about it this much? Why should I care about it? He also wanted to have sex with me, as well. I just responded to him," Neil tried to convince himself, but he knew deep down in his heart that it wasn't true.

Nick did not have sex with him willingly last night. This made Neil think about it even more. This ran through his head until he finished showering. Soon, he walked out of the bathroom and found Nick was trying to get off the bed.

Suddenly!!

"Hey... what the hell are you doing, short bastard?" Neil yelled as he rushed over to Nick.

Plug!

Nick shoves Neil away from him. The touch of his skin made Neil realize Nick had a fever.

"Don't mess with me!!" Nick shouted in a hoarse voice. The sound of his voice didn't startle Neil much.

"What's wrong with you, short bastard? I'm trying to help you," Neil said, pulling Nick back onto the bed. Nick swings his arms around, trying to escape.

"You don't have to help me. What the hell did you do last night?" Nick snarled again, looking at Neil with angry eyes.

"Come on. Don't you like it? Don't act like a little girl who has just had sex for the first time. It's not like you haven't done this before, short bastard. Besides, you also wanted to have sex with me, didn't you?" Neil couldn't help but say. Nick looked at Neil with an even more painful expression.

"Shut up! I thought you were different. I thought you wouldn't have been like anyone else I had ever met, but I was wrong. Yes, I wanted to have sex with you, but I wanted to be your lover. Not someone you could vent your emotions out on!!" Nick said as he tried to stand up.

The memories of last night poured through his mind. He remembers the scene in the bathroom along with Neil's ruthless thrusts. It made Nick feel like he was going to throw up. Neil stumbles upon hearing Nick say this, but he tries to hold onto Nick.

"Where are you going, shorty?" Neil quickly asks, grabbing Nick's arm.

"Anywhere I go, it's up to me," Nick said, sounding like he was about to pass out. Neil manages to carry Nick to lie on the bed, despite Nick screaming in a hoarse voice in protest.

"Stop. Damn it. Damn you. You're not feeling well. Where can you go with this fever? Go to sleep. I'll go get you some medicine. Don't get up, or I'll hit you," Neil shouted. Nick realized he was not able to get up, so he agreed to lie down and rest. Neil got dressed before leaving the room. Nick just lays still and stares up at the ceiling for a while.

"Fuck, you're no different from anyone I've ever met," Nick said to himself. After a while, Neil walks in with a glass of milk.

"Drink some milk. Then take some medicine. When you wake up, you'll have the strength to yell at me," Neil said sarcastically. Nick gave Neil a fierce look, but he accepted the milk. He drank it quietly because he was hungry. Then he took the medicine.