Love Syndrome (Day/Itt) - Book 1 (Authorized English Translation)

Nick & Neil - Special Chapter 10

"Why did you do this to me, P' Non?" Nick shouted as soon as they entered his bedroom. Non threw Nick onto his bed.

"Do you love that guy this much?" Non asked in a dark tone with an angry look on his face.

"Yes... I love Neil. Both of us are lovers. How could we not fall in love with each other... or are you going to say that two men shouldn't love each other, Non?" Nick argued with a trembling voice from crying.

"I don't care about whether or not you're gay, but I don't let you be with anyone!" Non said out loud. Nick looked at Non in confusion.

"P' Non, you have no right to stop me," Nick argues back. Non looks at Nick with a painful expression.

"Is that so, Nick? Why don't you refer to me like you did when you were talking to father, earlier?" Non asked. Nick frowned in confusion.

"What did I call you, and what does it have to do with anything?" Nick asked back. Non listened to his answer, but he just stared at Nick's face blankly.

"P' Non... How did you find me? Why did you have to call Papa to come see me and Neil?" Nick curiously. Non smiled slightly.

"I followed you to Neil's condo. I waited until you left that bastard's place. I followed you to the mall. I wanted to see how close you and that bastard were. I can't bear to see you belonging to someone else. That's why I called our father," Non said flatly. Nick was stunned when he heard this because Neil and he had slept for hours. Non was able to patiently wait in front of the condo for all that time.

"What... why did P' Non go that far? Why were you following me?" Nick asked, praying that it was not what he was thinking.

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"Well, because I love you, Nick. Not like brotherly love, Nick. You understand, right?" Non said, causing Nick's heart to drop because it was exactly what he had guessed in his mind. He was still shocked, though. He had hoped what he was thinking would not be true.

"...but you and I are siblings. Even though we have different mothers, we still have the same father," Nick said.

"Because of that! Is that why you're acting crazy, like this? Did you know that I have been watching all this time, Nick? But you never even considered being interested in me. You never thought to come and talk to me once. Nick, you've tortured me a lot, did you know this?" Non said.

"P'... P'... Non... that's impossible, you know. Even though the two of us are not full brothers, I can't love you. The person I love is Neil. It's Neil alone," Nick said, earnestly.

"Huh... I'm not going to let you belong to anyone. You must belong to me and only me. You must be with only me," Non said again. Nick was starting to feel very frightened by the look in Non's eyes and by his behavior. Non walked over to Nick. Nick was a little taken aback when Non reached out and stroked his cheek. Nick knocks his hand off. Nick was starting to feel very annoyed.

"Why? Are you going to die if I touch you a little bit, Nick? Why? Doesn't that bastard get to do more than this to you? Why does he get to do it?" Non shouted out.

"P' Non, don't you understand that I love Neil? The only person who can touch me is Neil. I won't let anyone else touch me ever again," Nick said earnestly.

Suddenly!

"Oh, stop... What are you going to do? Let me go," Nick struggled when Non pushed Nick to lie on his back on the bed. Non straddles Nick and pins both of his wrists down, so that he can't hit him or resist.

"With others, you give in so easily. If you give in again to your brother, how will it be?" Non said. Nick's eyes widened in shock. He didn't think Non would think of doing this.