Fireworks [ A Josh Franceschi fanfic ]

*"stay with me?"*

A/N; I'm gonna try and change point of views, from Josh's? Let me know what you think!:)

((Josh's POV))

"Josh come on man we need you on stage!" Dan called and I nodded briefly, walking slowly in front of the crowd who were screaming my bands name. I could see my band mates smiling, proud that we have gotten this far with our music, but all my thoughts were on Alexa, and what a dick I was to her. "Hey, so this is crazy, thank you all for everything, you guys are the reason we're here tonight, you guys, are the reason we're making music!" I tried to sound as genuine as I could, I meant every word, but I couldn't keep my head in one place. The intro of 'there's no such thing as accidental infidelity' started playing slowly and I managed to get through the whole song fine, although the crowd could tell something was up. "Sort it out Josh" I mumbled and mentally slapped myself out of the daze. it got to two songs before the end for me to break, "I'm sorry guys, I can't do this." I rushed off stage breathing heavily, "Josh mate what the fuck was that?" Matt rushed after me before seeing the water in my eyes and nod in understanding. "I can't finish the show tonight, I'm sorry, I just can't knowing that I've messed things up with the only girl I've ever felt this way about, she means everything to me and I've gone and fucked things up by making her think I don't trust her." I managed to choke out with my head in my hands and a lump In my throat. "Look, she loves you, every relationship has arguments." He said, walking back onto the stage to announce that I was 'sick' and unable to end the show. "Thanks man" I muttered and he nodded in reply as we walked back to the bus, the other guys looking in confusion and slight disappointment.

I went straight to my bunk, and Alexa wasn't there, meaning I really had fucked things up big time. I pulled back her curtain and for a brief second caught sight of her lime-green eyes before she shoved them closed again, her eyes were puffy and she had recently been crying, I wanted nothing more than to hold her and make her feel better, but I knew I'd have to wait until she was ready to talk to me.

"Morning sunsh-" I mumbled waking up in the morning, but immediately frowned. 'So it wasn't just a dream' I thought to myself, it felt so weird not being with Lexa, like some part of me was missing, I didn't realise how much I depended on her to keep me sane and happy. I checked my phone to see it was 3:30 in the morning and it was still dark outside before going to get a drink and probably decide watch something on TV whilst no one else was up. Sighing as I got out of my bunk, opposite me Lexa's bunk was open and she wasn't there. My head was spinning and panic rushed through me when I heard vomiting from the bathroom. "Lexa are you okay?" I called, rushing to her side to pull her hair out of the way. She nodded briefly before needing to throw up again. She turned to me with tear filled eyes and hugged me tightly. "I'm so sorry Josh" she muttered and I pulled her even tighter into my chest, kissing the top of her head gently. "I love you Alexa" I whispered. "I love you too" She replied and soon fell asleep on my shoulder. I smiled down at her and carried her back to her bunk. I lay her down softly and began to walk to my bunk before she caught my hand and pulled me back. "Stay with me?" She said, I smiled in return, got into her bunk and wrapped my arms around her as she grinned slightly.

((Alexa's POV))

"Morning" I grinned as Josh opened his eyes, "damn, you look so hot right now" I laughed and placed my hand on his chest, still laying next to him. "How're you feeling?" He asked, I looked confused for a second before briefly remembering earlier that morning. "I feel fine, it was probably just something I ate.." I shrugged it off and Josh kissed the side of my head. "How was the show last night?" I asked but soon regret it as I saw his expression change to a pained look. "I  couldn't finish it," he sigh and I looked at him slightly confused. "I felt so bad about how I was to you that I couldn't end the set, that's why we were back early, and I tried to come talk to you but-" he paused and I reached up so our faces were almost touching. "I'm sorry" I whispered and closed the gap between our lips. "We have a show in California tonight, but we're here already, we should go somewhere for the day." He said pulling away grinning. I nodded with a smile and got up to have a shower and get dressed.

I wore my black, short boots, black ripped skinnies and an old 'You Me At Six' tee that I had adopted from Josh, which he didn't seem to mind. "Nice shirt" he smirked as I walked into the front lounge where he was sat with Max and Chris, "I know right, it's soooo comfy" I played back and sat on Josh's lap, leaning back so i could kiss his cheek. "Right, come with me!" Josh, dropping me to the floor, mysteriously ran to the door and opened it, waving for me to follow. "Thank you kind sir" I mocked as he held the door open for me and he bow which made him and myself laugh. He grab my hand and ran, talking me with him, for what seemed like ages. "Don't get us lost!" I reminded him politely which made him grin. We emerged from the bright green trees, "Here!" He said and I turned to see what he was pointing at. My mouth dropped and eyes widened. It was beautiful. We were on a hill, and the sun was shining down on us and the water below. People of all ages were playing in the pools with each other, having fun. "That will be us someday." He whispered pointing to an old couple, around their 60's I would guess, also In the pools laughing and smiling with each other. "You think about our future?" I asked and looked up at his face, he was looking directly at me and blushed slightly. "Don't you?" I nodded and he grinned, putting his arm around me and pulling me close to him. "We should head back now" he said quietly and I nodded before we took off back to the bus.

I stepped onto the bus to hear the tour manager, Lewis, yelling at Dan because he beat him on FIFA. I sat next to Lewis as the guys went to get showered and changed for the show. "So what's it like touring with your boyfriend?" He asked and I sat up to face him. "It's great, hard at times but we make it work." I told him and he moved to sit closer to me, making me feel slightly uncomfortable. "I need to go change, I'll speak to you later!" I awkwardly smiled and ran off to the bunk where Josh was just finishing getting dressed. "Woah what's up?" He leaned down slightly and placed a kiss on my check making me blush. "Nothing, it's fine" I kissed him again before grabbing clothes to change into in the bathroom. "Matts in there, and he's gonna be a while, I'd change in the bunk if I were you!" Josh smirked and I laughed sarcastically. "Is this just an excuse to see me naked?" He mocked shock and horror but nodded in the end. "Good thing I love you" I laughed and closed the curtain of the bunk to change. "I've seen you naked before!!" He whined and I scoffed. "Well that was when no one else could see me, if i change with the curtain open, anyone could walk in!" I called back laughing to myself.

"Hey Matt! How long has Lewis been your tour manager?" I asked when it was just us alone. "Just for this tour, our usual one was too ill to make it, why?" He replied and I hesitated before responding. "Well he just got a little close earlier making me uncomfortable, it's nothing I just didn't want to mention it to Josh as you know how jealous he gets over nothing." Matt nodded and we walked into the venue, a few fans already lining up outside screaming and we walked passed, probably just for Matt, although I heard someone call my name too which was pretty rad I guess.