*as much as I didn't want to admit I was into you*

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"Babyyyy," Josh said in the early hours of the morning as I jumped out of our bunk, luckily this time we managed to get a double bunk. The tour manager wasn't too happy about the sudden change of bus, but Josh had his ways of getting what he wanted. I didn't answer him and instead ran to the bathroom where I threw up for what felt like ages. Josh was instantly by my side, holding my hair back. "I'm fine, go back to bed," I told him once I finished, leaning against the wall of the bathroom, suddenly drained. He helped me up and walked with me to the bunk area. "I'll sleep in the spare bunk," I told him, he was about to protest but instead just looked at me sympathetically. "Seriously it's cool, it's probably a bug and I don't want you getting sick, especially on the first day of freaking warped. You've been lucky enough to get both UK and USA dates." I continued and he took my hand, stepping closer and placing a kiss on my forehead. "You're worth getting sick for," he grinned, knowing exactly how cheesy he sounded then. "You're so cheesy dude, but I'll take it." I smiled and followed him back in to our bunk, feeling his arms wrap around me from behind. "I wish I could be on every tour with you," I sigh, cuddling into him and he agreed. I turned so I was facing him, our bodies still pressed together and his arms still wrapped around me. I smiled as his lips rested against my forehead, he mumbled something slightly but I couldn't make out what it was.

I woke up again to feel Josh climbing over me to get out of the bunk, I admired his shirtless body and his scruffy bed hair for a second before he grinned, planting a kiss on my lips and getting out of the bunk, "did you like what you saw?" He smirked, knowing my answer already, "mhm" I mumbled and closed my eyes again, hugging the duvet in comfort. "How long till we're there?" I asked in curiosity, trying to be quiet as the rest of the you me at six boys were still sleeping. "Around 4 hours, should be there by half 1. How're you feeling now?" He answered. "Not too great, but I'm sure I'll be fine," I replied, earning a slightly worried look from Josh. "Don't worry, it's probably nothing," I tried convince him, but was uncertain whether I had. "I'll be back, I just need to pee." He told me and walked down the hall until he was no longer in eye sight.

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"Hey Mads, how're you doing?" I asked, sat in the upstairs lounge by myself while the guys were playing Fifa. "I'm good! College is a drag without you guys." She answered, "but you'll never guess what- Brandon got him and I tickets for the London warped date!!" She practically screamed down the phone. "Ahh that's great! I can't wait to see you guys- even though it's only been two days." I grinned, even though she couldn't see me. "Well anyway I have to go, I'll speak to you soon, bye!" She hung up, I dropped my phone to my lap and sigh, slightly bored when I spotted the guitar sat at the end of the lounge. I picked it up and sat with my legs crossed on the floor, leaning against the seat and started strumming softly. "What do I do when I am so in love with you, I forgot what I wanted to say, what do I do when you won't change your ways, it's time, if I just saved you-" "you could save me too, if I just saved you, then you could save me too," I smiled at Josh's voice and turned to face him, placing the guitar back on the floor and standing up. "Don't stop on my account," he told me, sitting on the couch with his arm open ready for me to sit beside him, which I did, resting my head on his shoulder. "Had enough of Fifa?" I asked and he playfully sulked, crossing his arms before answering me. "I was losing every game." He mumbled in defeat. "Aw baby," I mocked, earning just a scowl. "Who's winning? I don't think I want to date someone who can't beat their bandmates at virtual football," I told him, dramatically sighing. "Oh yeah?" He smirked, pulling me closer to him. "Mhm," I nodded, grinning back when he lifted me onto his lap and pressed our lips together. My hands made their way to his hair and he placed one hand on the back of my neck and the other on my waist as the kiss deepened. My head rolled back as he began kissing my neck and stopped when he reached just below my collarbone where his lips stayed.

"I love you," I told him, looking into his eyes and falling completely in love with him again and again like always. Before he could speak, Dan's voice echoed through the bus, "Josh mate, be ready in half an hour we're almost there!" I laughed at Josh who rolled his eyes and stood up, "I love you," he told me before walking towards the door. "What's happening today?" I asked him, curious as the tour didn't officially start till the day after. "We have a radio interview, Dan and I" he smiled and walked down the stairs to shower and change.

"I'll see you later then," I said as Josh and Dan left the bus, "you can come- obviously not on air but to the studio?" Josh asked and took my hand, knowing my answer already. We walked into the building which must've been at least 40 stories high, and over to a man at the reception. "Hi we're you me at six, here for an interview?" Dan said and the man smiled kindly and directed us to where we needed to be. "So is this live or pre-recorded?" I asked Dan who was walking beside me. "Live, its harder live in case you mess up, but I definitely prefer being on live radio." He replied with a grin.

"Here you go, down the hall, turn right and there's studio 13, in there should be your presenters and you're good to go," the man told us and walked back to the lobby. Josh was the first to walk into the room, then myself and then Dan who were all greeted by a young girl, about my age, who looked like an assistant.

As the interview was going on I was sat listening, occasionally checking social media, but I noticed Josh often looking over at me though the glass that separated us. I locked my phone and looked up at the guys when a question suddenly caught my attention. "So Josh, there's been rumours of a certain girlfriend on tour with you right now is that right? Tell us about it because you haven't been seeing each other long if I understand correctly," he asked and Josh paused, glanced at me and smiled a little before replying. "Well yeah actually we met each other around 5 months ago at college we didn't get on at first through all faults of my own, and have been together for almost 4 months- so yeah we got into a relationship quite fast but when it's meant to be," he paused, "I surprised Alexa for our two month anniversary to come on tour with us last time, and I wasn't expecting her to come on this tour because of college and I didn't want her missing anymore but when she told me she dropped out I was really happy because the thought of leaving for 4 months was the worst-" he laughed and Dan stepped in too, "I think it's definitely going to be a little weird not having Lexa on tour now that we've all grown so close to each other so I hope she gets to do as many tours with us as possible, her and Matt are extremely close and have been since they met." I smiled at their response, Josh going a little pink in the face.

They finished with a series of fan questions and then said their goodbyes. "Hey Josh?" I said, he nodded in response whilst intertwining his hand with mine. For the London warped date, Brandon got tickets for him and Maddy, but I was wondering if maybe we could get them access to the VIP areas and the buses? If not that's cool I just it'd be cool to hang-" I paused and Josh stroked his thumb across the back of my hand, "of course," he said, leaning towards me and placing a kiss on the side of my head. "That time you warned me away from Brandon, was it really because you believed he was a player or because you thought he was into me not Maddy?" I asked out of curiosity earning a laugh from Josh, "wow that seems like so long ago. Honestly it was because I thought he was into you, and as much as I didn't want to admit I was into you, I didn't want to see you with someone else,"

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