"I love you" I said to Josh as he ran on stage, turning back to wink at me before facing the crowd with a huge grin. Seeing Josh on stage with the band, where he was truly happy, made me even more crazy about him. The fact he's so passionate about music, as well as his friends, family and well, me.
I was driven away from my thoughts when I was pushed on stage, Josh holding out his arm indicating for me to take it. I looked at him confused but took hold of him anyway and he pulled me to the middle of the stage. "Josh, I can't be up here," I whispered, my head spinning and my hands shaking with nerves from being in front of a huge crowd. Sometimes I can deal with it but today didn't feel like one of those days. He kissed the top of my head and hugged me tightly for what felt like Infinity, but slight disappointment brushed over me as he let go. "You can go now, I just wanted a hug" he smirked and leaned down so our faces were almost touching so I leaned up and closed the gap between us as the crowd screamed. "I love you" I said, now more calm, being around him made me feel safe and I turned to walk off stage, Matt grinning at me as I passed him.
I sat enjoying the rest of the show when my phone buzzed making me jump. "Lexa it's me Adam! When are you next in Glasgow? We need a proper catch up!" I read from my phone minutes later. I smiled at the fact that my brother hadn't forgotten me already. I unlocked my phone to reply. "Hey Adam! I'm not sure, I was only there on tour with the guys but I'll see if I can squeeze it in on the trip back. :)" I smiled widely and turned back to Josh who was singing his heart out, so I joined in with the rest of the crew from the side stage.
"Did you enjoy the show?" Matt grinned and hugged me as he walked off stage. "No more than usual" I smirked back before falling to the floor and Matt landing on top of me in fits of laughter. "You're so heavy, lay off the nandos Matthew!" I laughed even harder as he mocked being upset. "I'm joking Matt, I'm sorry, forgive me?" I put my hands together in front of me and he smiled but shook his head. "Not now, not ever!!!" He screamed and ran off, not a clue where. "Did someone say nandos?" Max called over and I nodded. "Don't start Max!" I shouted back and got off the floor. "Where's Josh?" I asked walking closer to Max and sitting next to him. "Not sure, he seemed to just disappear after the show.." He answered. "But he has to be back soon, we have a small meet and greet session in 10 minutes!" He added and I nodded, then left to look around.
It was time for the meet and greet and Josh was finally back. He had to run back to the bus quickly to get a hoodie, and he got one for me too which I was thankful for as it was absolutely freezing. "Hey josh" I quickly pulled him towards me and kissed his cheek. He hummed in response so I continued talking. "After tour, would we maybe be able to stop back in Glasgow? Just for a day to see Adam." Josh nodded with no hesitation and smiled. "Of course, he's the only one of your family members that I like" he added which made me laugh slightly. "I'm scared Josh, what if my mum is still in Surrey? What If she doesn't leave?" My thoughts took over and Josh pulled me tightly into him and calmed me down before the fans were let in.
"Alexa?" A girl, around my age with short, ginger hair walked towards me with a shy smile. "Hey!" I smiled widely back which made her a little more confident. "Hi!" She smiled and asked for a photo which I agreed to. "So what's it like dating Josh?" She asked becoming more and more casual each time she spoke. "I'm definitely still not over it, I mean, people know me for being Josh's girlfriend and I don't have any problems with that, I'm lucky to be with him, it's kind of a shock stILL that someone like him could be with just a regular gal like me but I hit the jackpot," I was smiling like a fool by this point and myself and the girl who's name was Sarah, left to see Josh and get pictures with the guys.
"Hello lovely" Josh's arms snaked around my waste pulling me back towards him. "Hey" I smiled back, enjoying his company. "So I had a fan come to me today and tell me that you think you hit the jackpot?" Josh confronted and I sigh with a small smile, "Yeah I do," I started but was cut off by Josh's lips on mine. "she also told me that you're in love with me and that I should hold on to you forever." He smirked, his face still inches from mine. "You should, I'm a keeper" I winked and laughed to myself, pulling away to help carry some stuff back to the bus.
"Alexa you beautiful human bean!" Josh sang as he got into the bunk next to me. "Bean?" I asked curiously, laughing slightly as I did. "Yes, because being is too mainstream for me" he stated proudly. "oh please." I winked back and lay my head on his chest as his arms wrapped around me. He started playing with my hair and humming a tune I didn't recognise, maybe a new number 1 single? I smiled at the thought which made him look at me in question. Shaking my head I closed my eyes ready to fall asleep, the happiest I've felt in a long time.
"Josh wake up!" I called softly being careful not to wake anyone else up. It was 7am and I'd been awake for at least an hour just thinking, so I decided to be an annoying girlfriend. "What time is it?" He mumbled, eyes still closed. "7, but I can't sleep so I need you to help me set up twitter, and get people to follow me" I whispered and kissed his face until he sat up. "You're so annoying, i want my own bunk!" He joked and I mocked being hurt and attempted to leave the bunk for mine, but Josh pulled me back and cuddled me. "I'm joking Lexa I loooove you a lot" he kissed my head and he set up my account. "Username? How about @AlexaAdamsonF?" He asked and I shook my head. "no, I don't want any reminders of my family, not even the same name as them" I replied and he nodded in understanding. I wanted to say maybe it could have franceschi instead but decided against asking in case Josh thought I was being too forward, with the whole his last name thing relating to marriage. "AlexaMeAtSix" he smirked and I nodded with a grin. I saw Josh scroll through loads of celebrities and follow everyone from bands I like, including all his band members and himself. He handed my phone back to me, got out his and started typing seconds before I got a new notification. "@JoshMeAtSix; my beautiful girlfriend has just got Twitter! Be excited and follow her @AlexaMeAtSix" I smiled and suddenly my phone was buzzing non stop. "That was fast" I laughed and Josh rolled back over to sleep some more. I smiled at his cuteness and took a photo that the fans would love. "@AlexaMeAtSix; awe Josh fell back asleep:( *photo*" it instantly got retweets and favourites and even replies, i sat in the bunk and read through them, most of the fans were lovely, welcoming me and saying how much they would love to meet me. All this was so strange, but i liked it. It was different to how I normally felt, before I knew the band.