My prisoner

4 - Mile

He still my kitten. I cant believe after being on top all this years he still scare of me. I know i am taking advantge on him now but i need to bring him back and start new chapter with him. Am i that scary that he faint after see me, i ask apo who look so busy now. He look at me and just nod. Forget that i ask you, i said annoyingly.  Where is he, pete come and ask excitedly.  He fainted, apo said and laugh. Why, pete ask again. Because your boss so ugly, bible said and kiss pete hair. He fainted for real, pete ask again. Yes baby bible said and hug pete from back.
My eyes, apo said. I just can rolls my eyes looking at my friend. Just wait when my kitten is back, i will show you real PDA, i said and leave those stupid guy.

I walk into our old room. I can see all our past memory here. I still remember when i come back two day after i warning  him to not leave the room on the day i brought him home. When i open the door i look at him laying on bed and sleeping. Wake up i call him coldly. He open his eyes and look at me weakly.
Stop pretending, you are just my display husband here i said getting angry when he did not get up from bed when he see me. I roughly pull him out of bed. What happen to him when he weakly feltdown and look so pale.  Please kill me he beg and close his eyes. I am really shock and panic. I yell for my helper and call for doctor.

What happen i ask my doctor. He is healthy when i leave him 2 days ago. He just scare and cry.  The doctor look at me and calmly said. I think living without food for two days make him this weak he said. He cant make it if you refuse to give him food for another day he said again.  I think he drink water from bathroom to survive the doctor said again. I heard some anger in his sentence but he scare to yell at me. I refuse to give him food, i ask my butler. He look down and slowly answer. We dont have your permission or order to give him food. I try to call you,  he slowly said. So you let him starving here, i yell at my butler. Leave us alone, suddenly my dad come. I look at him angrily. I want to kill all those useless helper i have.  Dont blame them, you know all of them scare of you. You should give clear direction. They dont dare to take any action without your permission. I just received a call from our head helper regarding this issue, they are worry, and they try to reach you but you ignore all their call. That why i come today, my dad said. I close my eyes and look at my kitten. Dont worry, he will be alright my dad said. Who is he, my dad ask after i calm down. Your son in law  i said. Really, my dad ask me again. Yeah, i said and walk to my kitten. He look so pale and weak now. I cant believe i do this. He is awake, my dad said when he saw my kitten moving. I walk to him and wait for him to open his eyes. He look so scare when he see me. He try to get up but he have no energy. Dont, i said quickly when he keep trying to get up. I slowly pull him up and let him lean the pillow. You need to ea,t i said but he shook his head. Please let me die, he softly said. That make me really angry. I hold his chin roughly. You have no right to die. All of you are belong to me including your life, i said coldly.  I am a bit fluster when i see his tears. Mile, my dad pull me. Leave us alone my dad said and i really need to go because i am so angry at myself right now.

I still can see how my late ruthless dad patiently feeding him that day. Until today i still cant believe it if i dont see it with my own eyes. I still regret about that incident. My careless nearly make me lost him. I am glad that i keep thinking about him during that time who just 18 years old. I cant wait to pick him up tomorrow. This time i give my helper clear instruction. I dont want my kitten felt uncomfortable in his own house.
I look at the ring at my finger. I never remove my ring since the day we married 7 years ago. We only register our marriage without any ceremony. During our three months i never let him out my room without my permission.  When i am in fight or working he only stay in our room and be serve my my helper. When i come back i bring him to  the garden and while i talk with my man, i let him rest on swing. Since that every time i come back he always sit there and crying quietly.  During that time i assume he still in the process to accept his new life so i dont think its important. I love to see him cry. He look so beautiful and fragile. I love the feeling to concur him. I never angry at him after the starving accident. I thought i will just  leave him here but i cant wait to come back whenever i leave for work. I love how he response to my touch or when i do him. I love to see his getting red because of our intercourse. I love to see the mark i left on his soft and white skin.