My prisoner

5- Bright

I try to get a sleep, but when i close my eyes, all the memory come back to me. I start getting nervous when i remember of my past. After i sign on the marriage form he make me wear our wedding ring. I was just 18 years old that night when he bring me to our bed. I was crying begging him to stop but my so call husband ignoring my plead and do me on the first night of our marrige even without my permission.
I was furious as my body reacted to his touch and I moaned in pleasure. I still remember how he would always do me as he wanted. I was not given the right to refuse and only had to obey him.  I'm thankful he dont beat me even he is mafia. I just feel scared and hurt because he is very rough and very difficult to satisfied. Beside that he just being cold husband and rarely talk to me. I know i have no place in his life so i dont expect much.

Its nearly dawn when i finally sleep.
I open my eyes when i felt a kiss. Good morning, lets go home he said and pick me up from my bed. Put me down, i can walk. I need to bring my things i said when he steadily bring me out from my house. I will be done if anyone see this. I am angry but i cant said anything and hold his neck tightly. I cant believe he just bring me back with me in my pyjama. You can continue to sleep here he said after put me on his bed. We will talk tonight he said and leave me alone.  I frustratedly hug his pillow and continue my sleep because i need so much energy and caurage to talk with him tonight.  I am also scare he wont let me sleep tonight. I finally awake when i heard someone knocked my door. Wait, i am coming i said and open the door. The lunch is ready the helper said politely.  I look behind him, i dont see any tray of food. Master ask us to prepare your food at the dining. Do you want to have it here he ask politely. No need i said. After taking shower and getting ready i slowly open the room door. I can see no one. So he dont plan to lock me here again i said and slowly walk to the dining. The mansion is still the same like 7 years ago. I can still hear how he instruct his man to guard my door and all my food will be serve in my room or balcony room.

After my night shower i wait for him with heavy heart. I am so scare and worry. I know 10 milion is big amount for 18 years old me, but i can afford it now. I can pay all my uncle debt now. I hope he can accept my request. I purposely wear sweattshirt and pants because all pyjamas he prepare are in white color. I know he love to see me in white so i try my best to avoid it.
I immediately stand up when he open the door. He casually come to me and kiss me like before.  He look at my shirt but did not say anything. He walk to the walk in closet and bring out a white pyjama. Change he said and give me the pyjama before walk to bath room. I reluctancely change to white pyjama.  I dont want him angry. I need to talk and negotiate.  Come here he call me when i lost in my mind. I keep practicing how to negotiate with him. I slowly walk to him and sit infront of my husband. You will be living here and i already make arrangment regarding your jobs. Everything will be control by my team and with my permission he said
I still can work i ask him a bit happy. I cant fight with the whole country he said coldly. You can sleep now he said. I, i said slowly. He look at me and wait for me to continue my sentence. Its suprise me when he did not stop me from talking. I can pay for my uncle debt now, i said slowly. Oh he said and lean on his chair. I try to be brave. I have 10 millions now i said again. Are you trying to trick me he ask me clearly. No, i quickly answer i dont want him to be angry. Do you know how much money i can get from 10M from 7 years ago he ask me. I shake my head and look at him  timidly. Based on my company growth i can get 1 Billion he said and look into my eyes. Can you paid it now he ask me. 1 Billion, i ask him again cannot believe what i heard. He nod and look into my eyes. I quickly make a calculation on all my property and cash. I wish i dont buy that stupid lamborgini before,  i think i short another 100M.
I can pay 900M and short 100M. Can i pay 100M later i ask him hopefully. No, lets sleep he said and walk to his bed.
Come here he said and i walk to him reluctantly. If you can satisfy me, i can give you discount he said and push me down. You are more beautiful now he said and kiss me roughly. Bare with me tonight. I miss this so much he said and start to open my button. I look at him scarily and try to refuse but i cant said a word when he start devouring my mouth. He really do me hard tonight. He allow me to sleep when i nearly pass out and i can see the sunrise. I have no energy to fight when he bring me to bathroom and clean me up. He softly put me in bed and hug me tight. You are stronger now, you will be fainted if this is 7 years ago, he said softly. I can felt my face getting red. I try to distance myself but he hold me tighter. Forgive me for tonight he said again. I cant response to that because i am so tired and in pain.
He bring me great pleasure but it come with pain. I really cant felt my legs now.