My prisoner

9 - Bright

Where am i, i ask slowly. Are you awake, phi bible ask me. I still remember him. He is the first person who try to talk to me 7 years ago. I nod and look around. Where is my husband. Knowing him, he will yell at me again.  I felt a bit relieve when he is not around. You should rest here for a few days, phi bible said. I nod. Call me if you need anything, i already save my number he said. Again i nod to him. Its already lunch time but i still cant see my husband. I felt a bit calm and i try to focus on my recovery. Then it getting weird, until dinner only phi bible come and accompany me.
Phi, i call phi bible. Yes bright, he reply immediately. Where is phi mile, i ask slowly. He have urgent work, he will come later, he said. Oh, okay i said and then i notice that i dont have my ring. I quickly get down from my bed and start looking for my ring.  What wrong bright, phi bible ask. I lost my ring, phi mile will kill me, i said scarely. No, he wont, bible said try to calm me down.
Dont worry, i will find it for you, phi bible said.  Take it easy, you are patient, he said again.  But i felt restless and when bible leave my ward i start looking for my ring back. I ask every doctor and nurse i found. You should rest, nurse said and bring me back to my ward.

When i was bring back to home i run quickly to my room. I cry like crazy when i found my ring at my dressing table. Beside my wedding ring, this is also a symbol that i am not alone in this big world. Even i have no meaning in my husband life, he is the only person i have now.  How irony my life is.

He still not coming.
I can only smile on my circle of life. He find me, hurt me and leave me. I dont know how this circle will end.
Its already a few months. I now work like i used too. I try to be happy and do my best. I just look at my ring when win suddenly ask bai, why are you always wearing this ring . Its look old, he said.
I just smile and keep looking at him.
Bai, i still dont understand why you need 100M before, win ask me. I just testing your sincerity i said and laugh. And win ask me again. You pass with flying colors i said and win just smack my head. Dont do this again. I am worry he said.  Sorry, but i really apreciate it i said and hug win. Why you become so distance now, he ask again. What are you always looking at, he ask again.  No i am not , why i look for someone else when you are here i said teasing him, try to cover myself and that make win smack me again.  He is coming, win suddenly said. Who i ask and look at win weirdly. Phi joss and luke, win reply. So, i ask win who look blushing.  Phi joss want to be your friend, can you talk to him so i can hit on luke, win ask with red face. Are you serious, i ask and look at the duo who look so handsome. Win, you know i dont like this, i said regretly. I know, please help me, win said again.
Win, i sigh. Please bai only this time, win beg.  Okay, but only this time, i said. I am dead i thought. I look around and i know phi mile man always around me. Phi bible make it clear so i know i am within their control.  I am really scare.

Hi bright, phi joss greet. Hi phi, i wai to him. Have you finish your practice, phi joss ask me again. I nod and look at win and luke who are both blushing. Stupid metawin, he dont need my help. Both of them are into each other, i curse win innerly. Shall we eat together, phi joss ask me and i look at metawin who look at me like a kitten. I nod and smile to phi joss. Lets go, phi joss said and metawin quickly grab my hand. He drag me and look at luke shyly. Omg , this is not my metawin. I only can smile of his attic. Stop it, i said to win and he just smile like crazy.  Have a sit bright, phi  joss said and pull a chair for me before sit beside me. We have a pleasant talk and i am greatful because phi joss dont push and talk to me casually.  He is being respectful and listen to my opinion. He really gentle and  always know to make me happy in a very leasure manner. I dont felt force or burden. Win look at me with suprise face because i never behave like this before. I am known as introvert and quiet person because i not easily open to new friend. Honestly i felt comfortable talking with phi joss. I even forgot about my husband and his man. At least for tonight i will be myself i said. Only for tonight.

Thank you phi, i said when phi joss and luke sent us to our car. Thank you too, he said and open the door for me. Its okay phi i said quickly. No, let me joss said and smile to me. I think i am blushing and finally nod to him. Thank you again, i said before get into my car. Once i get into my car i wai to phi joss and wave to win and luke behind. I felt like my heart stop beating when i saw phi mile with a group of people and he look at me. I quickly turn around and ask my driver to drive. Phi joss must sense something wrong because he also look at his back.
I am shaking with fear. I can felt my tears. Dont worry bright, he is with beautiful girl, he wont care about you having dinner with a friend, i talk in my heart and close my eyes. The image of phi mile with a beautiful girl holding his arm surround by group of people so memorable. I keep on thinking about that.