My prisoner

11 - Bright

What is he doing here. I am scared but weirdly i felt more sad compare to scare. Then i felt angry when he act like he never know me. I try to avoid his eyes. I think i will cry. After the event i quickly leave the stage and go to the toilet. My manager run to me worrily. What wrong bright, he ask me.  Nothing i felt uncomfortable i said.  After calming myself i finally joint the after party. I try to be as invisible as i can. I dont want to provoke him. I try to hide from my husband but it look like he really dont care about me anymore. Just like 7 years ago i just his husband for his convenient. He never care about me and act like i never exist. He stay truth to what he said before. Me, a husband who will be left at home. I felt so suffocated. I felt the music is so loud and i need to leave for a moment before i faint. I quietly leave the ball room and walk to the rest area. I need to calm my self.
I quickly turn to run, when i see phi mile at the corner. Kitten, he call me gently.
I dont sense any anger in his voice but i really scare and quickly turn to him and look down. How are you kitten, he ask me. I know he will angry if i dont response. I am fine, i said with shaking voice. Why are you here, he ask me again. I am a bit dizzy, i anwer to him.  Are you okay, he ask me quickly. I nod and look down. You can stay here, i will leave you alone, phi mile suddenly said.  I dont know why, but i felt really sad. I felt like , he hate to be with me. I look at him with my teary eyes. Its okay i will leave, i said slowly. Stop, he said and hold my hand. Rest here, he said. I look at his hand and he is not wearing our wedding ring. Its okay, i said and leave him alone. I need to go. I dont want he to see me cry.

Why he need to come after 7 years and treat me like this. I have been living in scare and uncertainty for years. Why he cant let me go. What i do so wrong that i need to live like this. What wrong bright, my manager ask when he look at my pale face. Can we go home phi, i ask. He look at me for a while and nod. Let see the host first my manager said. I can see how phi mile walk to his team. He look worry. Lets go, my manager said after excuse ourself. We promise to join next party. I quietly walk beside my manager who now talking to someone. After he end the call he look at me. Bright, phi cant go with you tonight. Can you manage alone he ask me. What wrong phi, i ask him. I dont know, i needed in office now. Someone already on their way to pick me up. I will sent you to the car. Is it okay for you to be alone now, he ask me worrily. I nod and smile at him. I just tired phi, dont worry. See you later i said. You can go now phi, my car already here, dont need to acompany me i said and get all my things from my manager.  I know he is in hurry. Thank you bright, he said and run back to the hall. I hope he will be alright.

My driver open the boot and door for me. Thank you phi, i said and get into the car. I nearly fell down but phi mile quickly hold me. Becareful, he said. I push his hand and slowly sit beside him. I try to sit as far as i could. Are you okay now, he ask me again. To penth house, he instruct my driver. I look at him but i cant say a word. It nearer. Lets rest there first and go back to mansion when you are okay he said. As always i just nod even i dont know which penth house he mention about.

I walk quietly beside him. I can see all of his team walk behind me. They smile sweetly when i turn and look at them. I know they are not only stop at sweetness. They can be as cruel as phi mile. I timidly smile and bow a bit.
I will see all of you in office later, phi mile said and bring me to his personal lift.  Come in, he said. I look around and wait for the butler. I really dont know what to do. Normally all my daily life arranged by the butler when i live in mansion. I dont know what i can and cannot do. So i just stand there waiting for his command.  We dont have helper here , he said when he notice i dont move from the door. Come here, he said and let me sit. Wait, he said and walk to his kicthen. This penth house scream luxury and the decoration is very elegance with black and gold theme.  Drink this he give me a warm water and a pain killer. Come, he said. Leave it here, i will take care of it later he said when i dont know what to do with the glass. I look at him shockly. Let go, he said and bring me to his room.
Now i start to feel scare but i still dont refuse and follow him. You can rest here, i have urgent issue, i will sent you to mansion after this he said and look at me dearly. I will be back he said and touch my hair. I try to smile but i cant so i just nod. The password is your birthday he said. What password i ask myself.
Wait for me he said and leave me alone.