My prisoner

12 - Mile

How is he, apo ask when he see me. He is sleeping now, i said. He must think of you as a real monster, pete casually said. I look and glare at him. Babe, bible call pete to remind him but he also smile. What, pete ask bible. I mean he always sick or fainted when he see mile pete said again. What do you do that make him so scare of you, apo ask also smile teasing me. I give them a big sigh and shake my head. I try to be as gentle as i could when i am with him. I really dont know how to act when i am with him, i said. I just dont want to lie.  I am real monster so i want him to accept me as who i am I said.  Apo nod. We get it, you want to be yourself but in love you sould know how to compromise pete said. I really like this kid. He never sugar coat his word. I look at him. If you really love him, you will find a way to show your love and be yourself pete said. Okay love master , thank you. We need to start now, i said and show them the online meeting already start.

If this is not regard to my dad i will cancel this meeting and be with my kitten. I try hard to focus. After hours of planing and discussion i stop our meeting and ask all subordinate to rest. All of them look at me weirdly. No one know about my husband till now. Only trusted and people around me know his existance. My team smirk at me and before i end the meeting i look at how my people change. They try hard to change because they need to survive. I hope when everything was settle they will choose this life. I know its hard when you live as a mafia for all your life and now working in office in every sector i have. I even build a hotel and restaurant for my people. I cant leave them. They are my responsibility.
Please wait a bit more. I am sorry for my imcompetency. After all of this settle, i will let you go i said and bow to all my people around the world. All of them look at me with hope and high spirit and bow back to me. So let end this and wear your tie properly i said and that make everyone laugh. Again i bow and end the meeting.

I nearly run to my husband. I dont care bible and apo tease me when i immediately leave them after the meeting. I run to my room and slowly open the door. I felt so wonderful when i see my kitten sleeping peacefully. I gently help him to change his cloth and let him wear white pyjama. He look so pure and angelic in white pyjama, i felt more human when i see him like this, that why i ask him to wear white pyjama. He snugle to me when i sleep beside him. I dont think i sleep, i just look at him all night. I need to be thankful for my stupid three monkey. Why are you crying kitten, i ask my husband softly. I know he cant hear me because he is crying in his sleep sadly. I hug him tighter. I really want to comfort him. With his soft breath and nice smell i finally fall asleep.

Its already 7 in the morning when i wake up. I quickly get out of my bed when i cant see my husband. What are you doing kitten i ask him when i found him in my kicthen. He look a bit guilty and scare. I am sorry, i try to make breakfirst, he said slowly.  He answer with shaky voice and look down. I know he really scare now. What are you cooking, i ask and casually sit at the kicthen counter. He now look at me and softly ask, do you like ommelete he ask me. I look at him and nod but he still not moving. Hurry, i am hungry, i said try to help him. He finally give me a small smile. Please wait he said. While my kitten busy making breakfirst i help my self with a cup of black coffee. I look at my husband and finally decide to prepare a cup of black coffee for him too.  Your coffee i said and he look at me with his big eyes. He wait and look at me desprately when i pick my fork and knife. Thank you for the food, i said. He nod  and smile a bit. He look at me seriously when i try to get my first bite. I chuckle on his cute act. Its yummy i said and he finally grab his fork and knife and start eating. Do you have schedule today, i ask him try to make him more relax. He nod and continue eating. I cant explain how cute he is now. With his bareface, wearing my favorite white pyjama and eat carefully. I can see he slightly frowning when he drink his coffee.  I know his schedule is in the evening. I will sent you home later. I have urgent meeting today i said and look at him who suddenly look sad.  He weakly nod. I will ask butler lee to prepare you cloth, so dont worry i said. Again he just nod and not response to me. Then i take all the dishes to the sink. He look guilty and stand beside me try to help. Let go, i said when i finish washing the dishes. You can rest here, or you can follow me to the office, if you like i said and give him new toiletries and my cloths. He suddenly look cheerful. I dont know because he will be alone or because he want to go with me to the office. I wait  for him before i leave. I need to get an energy from him. Sorry he said when he notice i am waiting for him. Its okay, take your time i said and check on our company stock. I am ready, he slowly said. I look at him who look so casual with white pant and navy blue long shirt. He is definition of visual. He dont need anything to look this stunning. Let go, i said when i see he want to follow me.