My prisoner

8 - Mile

Oh my good, i cant control my anger.
I try to knock the door but i stop because i want to give him space.
Return 100M to metawin, i instruct pete. Check on their relation i said coldly. I already sent the report boss, pete said. Do it again, i said and end my call.
I stay at the balcony because i want to calm myself. I dont want to yell at him again. I turn around and look at him who are restless. He keep standing and dont dare to sit on bed. He hold the table tightly because he still in pain. He stand ther like prisoner who wait for his punishment.  Sleep i said and leave him alone. I can heard he fell down but i refuse to check.

It was already 3 in the morning when i get back into our bedroom. I take a deep breath before i open the door. My heart beat like crazy when i see him lying unconcious on the floor. I run to him and yell for my helper. Hospital, now i yell. I carefully pick him up and gently bring him to my car. I cant say a word and keep looking at my pale husband.
When we arrive all important people in the hospital already waiting for me. Not once i look at them and focus on my kitten. When he was brought to emergency room , i heard my friend come running to me. What happen bible ask. I just keep quiet and look at the treatment room. Everyone was so tense and worry right now. The hospital director timidly standing there with his subordinate.

He is stable now, but still not awake, a doctor who treat my husband report to me.  Bible, i said and leave the doctor and go to my husband. I dont want him to be alone again. He look so weak and pale with the drip at his hand. I slowly sit beside him him and slowly caress his hair. Am i that cruel in your eye, i ask him slowly. I hold and kiss his hand gently. I can see his tears trace. Maybe i am really monster, i chuckle sadly.
Bos, he is under great presure bible said.  He need rest and peaceful environment bible said again. I listen to bible carefully but did not stop looking at my kitten. You hate me so much, i sadly said. When the sun rise, i walk to bible and instruct him to protect my kitten with his life and leave.

It enough mile, apo said. Dont punish your self,he said again. I look at apo and calmly said. I wish i can kill myself but he is alone now, how could i leave him.  He is scare and panic. You should be more patient. Remember how he start to smile 7 years ago, apo ask me. He is good guy, he need time. Dont force him. You will drag him away from you. Trust him, he will come to you willingly. Apo try to calm me. Will he, i ask him with small laugh. Maybe i should really die in the prison. I am making his life hell, i said. Then stop make him living in hell, apo said. Let him breath, he is matured guy now, not 18 years old boy. He is strong guy, if not, how he become who he is now, apo said again. Dont force him, embarace him, apo said. We promise to change our life and let our mafia self dead in the prison, apo said and leave me  alone.

I am really angry, beside being angry and rough i dont know how to react to him. I promise again and again to not hurt him but i keep doing it since the day i meet him. I hurting him non stop. Maybe apo was right, i should stop.
After giving clear instruction to my helper, me and my team  move to my penthouse. I make my work as excuse. Apo look at me and he try to convince me this is not the right way. But i just smile and walk away.

I know he already discharge from hospital a few day ago. My butler keep updating his situation and report every detail.
"Let him work next week" i message apo.
I miss him so much, but i dont want to hurt him again so i choose to distance my self. I really cant let him leave my mansion for his security. I think he will be fine where ever he live as long as i am not there. I have been living without him for seven years. Missing him everyday. I look at our wedding ring. I take it from his finger before leaving his ward. I dont want he feel trapped but i still cant let him go freely now. I need time. I just meet him. I still need him now.

He look a lot happier now. So my decision is right. I look at his beautiful smile and laugh. People around him care about him very much. All of them treat him like a baby and compare to me who treat him like a trophy i won.
What i can do now is focus on my business and find my uncle secret partner that kill my dad and put me into jail for seven years. Because of this, i lost my dad and lost my husband. I dont care about my money, i already triple it within this 4 years. What i am regret right now is, i lost both person i love.
I look at his 18 years old photo, the only photo i secretly take when we dine out before i push him out from my car. Until now i still not regret my decision because i know he will dead that day if he was trapled with me like my poor driver.  Luckily i manage to sent message to my dad before i was caged by my uncle and his secret partner. They force my dad to turn himself to the authority because of our power and money. Gratefully, bible manage to save me and i  turn myself in because i cant let my old dad jailed. He will die.
But my plan back fired when my uncle already bribe all officer and make sure me jailed all my life and take opportunity to kill my dad.