The Decision.

Chapter Thirty-Three.

Song Of The Chapter: Wide Awake by Katy Perry ;)

It was hard enough, having to explain everything to Melissa. But, her asking me to confess to Scott was shocking. I never knew she would also ask me to do that, since she knew how much hassle he caused me. I also explained to her, Noah offering me to move away from my family, and friends.

Melissa gasps at me, "So, he offered you to move to Europe?" She asks' me, shocked by the outburst.

I nod my head slowly, my eyes still in direct contact with her. "Yeah, I guess he did" I said, "But he asked me to move away, which is a big deal. I don't know what to do!" I reply, before I tug at the roots of my hair before sighing furiously.

She shakes her head, slowly before looking back up. "I know it's a big deal to you, but think about how he feels. About his 'girlfriend' still in love with a the boy who 'caused her emotions to be a rake and made you cry!" She exclaims, before sighing-pretty heavily.

I nod my head, everything she said was right-everything I said, was wrong. She know's me by now, and I can't get it out of my head, that I still love Scott. More than I should, and I don't even know if he loves me. He could hate me for all I know.

So many question's that need to be answered, so little time. Melissa turn's towards me again, "Look, I know your a emotional wreck right now, but you need to go to Scott's apartment. And, admit your feelings towards him, and see if he loves you back" She announced to me, after a few minutes of an awkward silence.

I shake my head, the moment she mention my admitting my feelings towards Scott. "No, I can't. He doesn't love me back, remember the night he took me to the bowling alley?" I question her, she slowly nods her head. "Well his friend came up to me, and said to me he wasn't ready. I asked Scott and he said he isn't ready because he is still in love with Carli" I reply to her, before I sigh.

She nod's her head, "I know, how you feel right now! You feel insecure, because you know there is a possibility that he won't like you back. But trust me on this, okay. He does love you" She replies, before looking at me. "Everything he did, was for you. He loves you, and he stopped sleeping around, stopped smoking. For you, don't you get it?" She ask's me.

I couldn't help but stand there gob-smacked, she really does know how to shock you. I couldn't help but let a tear escape my eye grip, and it rolls down my cheek. Like it was a roll of pain, and I knew Melissa knew that she was right. "Why are you crying?" She asks' me, before sitting down again.

I look at her, "Because, everything you said was right. Every single word" I reply, blurting out.

She smiles at me, "I know, I am. Please, for your own sake. Go to him and admit your feelings, for god sake! Go, before it's too late. But first speak to Noah, he needs to know" She replies to me.

I nod my head, before I then wrap my arms around myself, before I turn away from her and I walk towards the gate of my house. It doesn't take that long to get home, it is a five minute walk roughly. Seeing Melissa like that, really scared me.

Thoughts and feelings continue to roam my head as I walk towards my parent's house. Shaking my head, I come face-to-face with my Mum's door. Taking a deep breath, I then lift my hand to open the door. But then, in instinct I then pull back.