The Decision.

Chapter Five.

          As the music blasts throughout the house, Scott looking at me intensely. My palms are sweaty, and my throat is dry, I can't say anything. I can't believe I was so stupid, thinking he was asleep. I should of known better. Now Scott is standing in front of me, wanting an answer. An answer I can't tell.

I open my mouth, to speak or yell at him, but no words want to come out, so I shut my mouth closed. He raises a eye-brow at me, "So, what is it going to be Gemma? Admit, or leave me alone and never speak to me again?" He ask's, stepping forward. 

I take a shaky breath, taking a step back. "I will leave you alone, Scott. Carli is probably waiting for you, your girlfriend may I add" I reply, turning my back. Just as I was about to go down the stairs, Scott grabs my hand, luring my closer to me.

I turn around confused, he then pulls me into the bathroom, locking the door behind me. My heart beating faster, the feeling like it is about to leap out of my chest. Scott stares at me, his mouth in a fine line. "I want you, to admit it!" He protests. 

I stare at him, "No! I never said anything, Carli was there. She admitted her feelings!" I yell, tears threatening to escape. 

Scott glares at me, "I swear, Gemma admit it! You have feelings for me, we both know that Carli didn't admit her feelings that night, I was in Hospital. You came to my room, and sat down. You held my hand and admitted your feelings. Do you want me to say exactly what you said?" He ask's, now yelling at me. 

I flinch, I didn't realize I was crying until now, the pain rolling down my cheek. "I don't care, Scott! Say whatever you want, it wasn't me! You have a girlfriend now, why bring this shit up now out of all times?" I question him.

He raises a eye-brow, "Don't try pin this down on me, Gemma! Yes, I know I have a girlfriend. I don't get it, you admit your feelings then you ignore my texts, calls and don't even speak to me. Why is that? You don't want me to find out, that you are in love with me" He ask's, yelling now.

I know he is right, "Your wrong, I ignored you because I hate you! I didn't want to speak to you, because it would have been hard on you. You just got out of hospital, don't forget that" I yell. I need to leave him, before things turn sour and something happens.

His fists are clenched to his sides, "Shut the fuck up! You like me, I know that! What would you say if I said I liked you back?" He ask's, raising a eye-brow at the side. 

Just as I was about to reply, Carli comes up. Her blonde hair is shining, and her brown eyes have softened when she notices Scott, she smiles before Carli walks over to Scott. He gives her a smile, before he gives her a kiss.

A kiss, that breaks my heart. Carli looks at me, then Scott, "Why are you two up here, are you not enjoying the party?" She ask's, us.

As I was about to reply, Scott beats me to it. "Gemma had to use the bathroom, and I was showing her where it was. Isn't that right, Gemma?" He ask's, cocking his head to the side. Taking a glance at me. 

I glare at him, giving Cali a fakest smile, she can't know. "Yeah, Scott was. I better got find Melissa, bye Carli and enjoy the party with your boyfriend" I reply, spitting out boyfriend. Carli gives me a small smile, waving bye to Carli I make my way down the stairs. 

Walking down the stairs, I see couples' making-out and some dancing, laughing and smiling. It makes my heart ache, I squeeze my eyes shut, and I walk outside. Taking shaky breaths, I sit down at the back, the swing swaying with the wind.

I take a deep breath, sitting down I play with the fabric. I hear footsteps, I turn my head up to see brown eyes staring at me intensely. His jaw clenched, I frown turning my head. He takes a seat next to me, "Why did you make me lie to, Carli?" I ask him, not wanting to look at him.

I hear him sigh, wanting him to answer me. "I didn't want her to worry about me, you have something different on your plate. Work, job, and relationships. Possibly children, I don't want to mess that up. I just wanted you to admit that, that you said 'I love you' " He replies, sighing. 

I turn around to him, glaring. "I don't love you, I never admitted that Scott. You know it, deep down. It must of been someone else, Scott. You know that as well" I lie to him, he sighs.

He stands up, stuffing his hands in his pockets. "We all know that is bullshit, so why lie. I know, I won't pester you anymore. Good luck with your future Job, bye Gemma" He replies, with a last sigh he leaves me alone standing there.

 In the cold. 

After a few minutes pass, I stand up brushing my dress. I take a deep breath, I walk back inside. The warmth sending straight at me. I close the door behind me, walking past people dancing. I look around spotting Melissa, she is kissing David. He has her backed up against the wall.

I scrunch my eyebrow's, and mouth in disgust. I turn around, walking to the bar. The man who was the bartender came over to me, smirking. "What can I get you love?" He questions.

I smirk back, "The strongest you got, and keep them coming. Until I say stop" I reply, taking a deep breath. Tonight I am going to drink, and It is because of myself and Scott. I can't admit I love him. 

                                                                      * * * *

         It has only been two hours, and I am already tipsy. I take yet another shot, the burning sensation in my throat, I laugh tipping my head back. I hear a crazy song coming on, I stand up tumbling a bit, I grab for the counter for support. I then make my way into the dance floor.

I start to sway my hips into the rhythm and the beat, after a few minutes of dancing. I feel a man's hands travel to my hips, instead of pushing and yelling at them, I grind my bottom against him, his hands digging into my hips. Making me moan, I lean my head back onto their shoulder.

His mouth travels to my neck, sucking. "How about we take this to a bedroom?" He questions, whispering in my ear.

I nod my head, before I walk up the stairs with him. His brown hair is shining in the reflection, he then drags me into the bedroom, closing the door behind me. He locks it, making a echo through out the room, he pushes me up against the wall. His mouth connects with mine, our lips molding together. He forces his tongue through.

I know this is wrong, but I am trying to get away with the memories of Scott.

As he pulls my top off, the door swings opens, revealing a gasp. I turn around like my mind is spinning, I turn around to face a certain face. 

Carli. I turn around to see Scott standing there in front of me, his eyes burning into mine. 

What did he just do to me? What have I did?

A/N:

Hello Wattpaders! :)

Cliffhanger? Hope you like this chapter, and who is your favourite character in this chapter? New character has entered this chapter, Mr. David Smith!! Melissa's crush, should they get together? Emotional chapter this was, for my writing it ;(

Vote&Comment please on this, Follow me I follow back ;) I love you all so much, and the next and possibly the next chapter of Scratch will be tomorrow or Sunday, as I will be busy tomorrow. I am trying on my braids maid dress<3 I can't wait! It's for my Mum's wedding in July!

Love you all, and picture of Scott at the side<3 Song Sky scarper, Sam Baileys version! :) <3 Also let me know what do you think Carli should do? <3

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