Ordinary Confession | HoonSuk [✓]

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"Aren’t you going to eat? The pizza will get cold,” Hyunsuk hyung said while taking another bite of the pizza in his hand. I look at the pizza box on the table. He already ate 3 slices while I’l still holding the first slice that I took earlier. I was too busy staring at Hyunsuk hyung while trying to figure out the things that just happened in less than an hour since I arrived here. My eyes couldn’t leave his lips that were a little swollen after the kisses that  we shared before. I noticed that there’s a little of the sauce at the corner of Hyunsuk hyung’s lips.

I wiped it away with my thumb and unintentionally licked the sauce on my thumb. I can feel my face heating up when I realize what I just did. Did I act cringy? I don’t know. I feel like I always did this before. But just the thought of kissing him on his lips, it just makes me get all shy for no reason.

“Are you going to continue to stare at me after that and just holding your pizza without eating it?” Hyunsuk hyung asked. Well. He is probably right. I might just keep staring at him afterward anyway. I then ate the pizza I had been holding since earlier. Hyunsuk hyung chuckled. “Do you really like me that much?”

“Um.. Hyung. Can I ask you something?” I asked.

“Sure. What is it?”

“You said that you like me too. Did you really mean it or are you just trying not to hurt my feelings?” I asked.

“Now. That hurt mine,” Hyunsuk hyung said.

“Oh. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to,”

“I’m telling the truth. I like you too. I probably like you first,” Hyunsuk hyung said.

“What?! No way,” I said. “It’s me who like you first, okay?”

“Are you trying to win any race? WIth me?” Hyunsuk hyung chuckled. “When was the first time we ever met?”

“At the soccer club practice,” I answered confidently. “When you first greeted me,”

“Well. For me, it’s probably a little longer than what you ever remembered,” Hyunsuk hyung said. Eh? That’s not the first time we met? “I kind of disliked you back then. But then, I realized that I like you. And when I saw you at the soccer club practice, I decided that I want to get close to you. And here we are,”

“No. No. There’s no way,” I said. “I like you first. And you dated some girls back then,”

“Ah. About that.. Am I really dating them? They dated me because they wanted to get closer to you. I just went with the flow,” Hyunsuk hyung said. What?! “And for your information, that day when I was drunk. It was my first kiss,”

“No way,”

“Yes way,” Hyunsuk hyung said. “I was planning to do it properly. I don’t know. It just happened,”

“You know that I still can’t believe that you said that you like me, right?” I asked. “Don’t you think it’s too sudden for you to suddenly say that you like me too right after I confessed?”

“It’s not a sudden thought. I’ve waited for you to do so,” Hyunsuk hyung said.

“I thought you just saw me as a friend,” I said.

“Because it’s the only way for me to get close to you. I don’t think if I confessed to you first back then, you'd ever look at me. Just look at how many people you’ve rejected so far. I even lost count on those you rejected in high school only,” Hyunsuk hyung said. I did? I know I’ve rejected some kids who confessed to me back then. It’s because I have a crush toward Hyunsuk hyung. I scratched my head. “There’s a lot happening. I know you might not be able to process everything at once. But I’ll tell you bit  by bit. Only if you willing to be my lover,”