I didn't think you cared - Tom Kaulitz

you are my pet

my eyes darted to the front door, and i quickly pulled down the ladder to Valories attic and i climbed up quickly and pulled up the ladder, all i heard was banging around downstairs and i was so worried for valorie. "please don't hurt her.." i muttered to myself. It was so dark up here, i couldn't see at all, only from a little window that was letting in the littlest bit of light. I walked over to some boxes and sat myself down behind them, crouching down with my knees to my head.

"where the fuck is she? answer me you bitch!" tom said

i heard a hard slap and i felt so guilty. she wouldn't be in this position if it weren't for me. I stay hidden and as i cry i knock over a box. I'm guessing tom heard a loud thud from down there because a couple of seconds later, the attic opens. letting light in. "i know you're here, Alice."  tom says in a teasing voice. How does he know my name? i never told him it.. how does he know? is he going to kill me? oh god.. i'm so terrified of him. i stay hidden behind a box for a couple of minutes before someone shoves it out of the way. Him.

"please don't kill me!" those words just came out of my mouth.. i couldn't let him know i was scared of him, but i guess now i have. i'm so stupid. why the fuck would i say that, i wouldn't let him kill me anyway. now i look like such a baby, someone who can't stand up for themselves.

"oh? kill you? well now you got that idea in my head." tom said while smirking, he points his gun to my head. My life flashes before my eyes. I quickly got up and shoved him so hard that he fell straight onto the floor, i jumped down from the attic and ran out the door before 2 pairs of hands grabbed me on either sides of me. It was 2 of the 3 others i saw on the motorcycles. "Get the fuck off me!" i said as i elbowed both of them in their stomach causing them to let go as i ran as far as my legs would take me, i ran into a nightclub close by, and blended in with the crowd.

****TOMS P.O.V*****

i obviously wasn't going to kill her, she's interesting. different. she pushes me to the ground as she jumps from the attic, i hit my head on the hard floor and take a couple of minutes to collect myself as i jump down and rush outside to see my twin bother, Bill and my close friend Georg standing there holding their stomachs. "where is she?!" i say, angrily.

"she ran, that way" Bill says, pointing to a street filled with bars, restaurants and clubs. "you idiots! why didn't you get her?! she could've gone into any of those places!" i say as i shove them out of the way and start running, checking almost all of the bars, and restaurants. i don't see her anywhere. where is she? i can't let her go. there's something different about her, i need to find out more. I get to the last building, a nightclub. really? this place must be packed with people.

i go inside, there must be at least 100 sweaty people dancing. i shoot my gun up, causing everyone to run and scream. i scan eyes around the room looking for alice, but i don't see her. where is she?

**** ALICES P.O.V ****

i hear it, he's here. shit. I'm currently in the bathroom, trying to change my appearance as much as possible so he doesn't recognise me. it didn't do much, my bright green eyes and blonde hair is pretty noticeable. I throw on a jacket i find on the floor and hide my hair with it, it would be too suspicious if i also had sunglasses on. I see everyone running and run with them, trying to blend in with them, trying to avoid looking at tom just incase we make eye contact. I finally think i've got away, but someone grabs me and pulls the jacket off me, but it's not tom.. it's a random man. He's clearly very drunk and we're in an alleyway just outside of the club. He rips the jacket off me and reveals my skin, im wearing baggy jeans and a white tank top, my hair falls just over my face, covering my eyes. the man grabs my chin to make me look at him and he moves my hair from my eyes, he looks in them for a few seconds before wrapping his hands around my waist and smacking my ass. He then moves his hands up to my upper body.

"no! stop it, please!" i cry to the man, but he doesn't listen.  he continues touching me as i cry, trying to push him away but he has me pinned to a wall.

"get the fuck off her." someone speaks, it's tom. he grabs the man and throws him to the ground. the man realises who his is and cries out to him "please..no..i'm sorry!" the man's says, but tom doesn't care. he pulls out his gun and shoots him straight in the head. i continue to cry and i fall to the ground, sitting there with my head in my hands.

"are you okay?" tom says to me,  in a sweet and gentle voice. "yes." i say back, with no emotion in my voice whatsoever.
tom grabs my chin and makes me look at him, my green eyes meet his dark brown eyes, he wipes my tears and lifts me up, his arm around my shoulder. he leads me to his car before whispering in my ear, "don't think i'm not going to punish you for running away. you need to learn the rules, Alice." he says before opening his car door and throwing me inside, almost stabbing my rib cage as i get thrown into the side of the car. He gets into the front and speeds off. We get to his house in about 5 minutes, but it felt like an hour. i hate this man, i hate him so much, but why am i attracted to him? why? i don't understand.

he opens the car door and turns around to open the back door of the car and he pulls me out of it, grabbing me tightly as we walk to the front door. "now it's time for your punishment." we get to his room, and he takes off his jacket. i have a feeling i know what he's going to do, he inches closer to me.

"no please, don't touch me!" i spit at him. "don't flatter yourself. you need to learn the rules here, no running away, and no disobeying me. You are my pet, and you do what i say, when i say it. got it?"  Tom says in a firm voice.

"no! you can't control me!" i shout at him.

he grabs me and throws me to the floor before kicking me. i whimper in pain. "you listen to me now, you're lucky your not fucking dead! get changed. now." he says angrily before walking into the bathroom and getting changed for bed. after i'm done changing i just sit on the floor. He walks back in with no shirt and only shorts. "get in bed."
he says, i get up and lay on one side of the bed, he lays on the other. my eyes get heavy and i fall asleep.
after a while Tom falls asleep too.

i wake up, i check the time. It's 2:34am and i get up out of the bed and creep over to the door.
"don't even think about it, Alice. Get back in bed." tom says, i obey and lay back down. Falling asleep once again.