I didn't think you cared - Tom Kaulitz

no one touches what is mine

i wake up, the light from the sun shining in my eyes, what time is it? i don't even know, i walk downstairs, not even bothering to change so i'm just in some shorts and my bra with a little tank top that is way too small. i get down the stairs to see tom there, on the sofa. he signals for me to come and sit next to him, hesitantly i sit down. it's silent for a while, before tom finally breaks it and speaks, "please don't run away again." he says softly.

i'm confused since he had never really spoke to me like that before, only once or twice. The rest was shouting.
"there's something different about you, i don't know what it is, but i want to find out. So please, stop running away from me Alice." he says in a calm, gentle voice.

i sit in silence before i stand up and walk over to the counter. "d-do you want some coffee?" i say hesitantly.
"yes." he says firmly.

why am i doing this? why did i just ask him that? i hate him! what am i doing..i'm confused. what is wrong with me?!

I say nothing and make him some coffee, before siting across from him. He takes a couple of sips before spitting it all over me "this tastes like shit!" he spit at me, the hot coffee hitting my legs, he then shoves the cup away spilling it all over me once more. "ow! what the fuck?!" it's burning my legs, i wipe it off but it just didn't help that much, my legs turn red and i get up, tears forming my eyes before i throw whatever i see first at him and rush up the stairs while crying. why is he like this? why is he nice sometimes, but horrible to me other times? i don't understand him.. but i'm addicted to him.

i get upstairs and run the cold water and wet a cloth, placing it on my burning legs. he comes into the room, "we're going out. get ready." he says, sounding angry but calm at the same time.

"no. i'm not going anywhere with you. What is wrong with you?" i say angrily. "get ready. now. i'm not arguing with you." he says, calmly. "no!" i spit at him.

"do i have to fucking dress you myself?!" he says, now shouting. i say nothing, why do i want him to? why do i want to feel his hands on my skin? "i guess so." he says, coming closer to me and grabbing some jeans and a shirt from a drawer.
he takes off my shirt, staring at me for a second, before putting the other shirt on. Then he tries to take off my shorts.
"no, i can do that myself.." i say calmly, blushing a little. "no, i'm doing it." he says as he takes off my shorts and slides the jeans on, and zipping them up and buttoning them. "there, done." he says as he pushes me away roughly, causing me to fall into the nightstand, he then walks away and shuts the door.

9:30pm

i sit in the bedroom, reading a book, tom bursts in and grabs my arm. "hey! you don't have to be so fucking aggressive!" i shout. "watch your tone, bitch." he says as he continues to drag me downstairs, he throws me into his car. He begins driving, 5 minutes turns into 10, 10 turns into 15. we finally get to an abandoned warehouse, he grabs me and walks with me by his side as the others pull up, they all walk out with girls hanging on their arms and tom sits me down as he goes to talk to bill and the others, the girls come over to me and sit down.

"hey! i'm Jasmine. I'm Bills pet." she says, with a bright smile on her face. "you really let them call you that?"
"yes, im guessing your toms pet? you better be careful, you must do everything he says. You don't want to end up like the others.." she says, looking sad.

"others?" i say, confused. "yes, the others..when he gets sick of them, or they disobey them, or are just straight up annoying, he kills them. there's only one he's ever truly loved, her name was Angel, short for Angelina. he loved her, and would do anything to keep her safe. but she was killed, but another gang..let's just say they're not here anymore..Tom was so close to ending his life due to her passing away. All i'm saying is just, be careful." Jasmine explained to me.
I said nothing, i didn't know what to say. i just, changed the subject.. "so..what's happening? why are we here?" i said, confused. "there's a fight tonight, between tom and another gang leader. we don't know who it is yet.

"a fight? why?" i said to her, a bit of worry in my eyes. "i don't know, but it's starting soon, so shh" she said, putting her finger over her mouth as she looks over at tom, stood alone. waiting.

A man in a suit appears, and starts talking to tom. a few minutes later, they start fighting, Tom punching him straight in his face, causing him to spit blood as he lunges for tom, he dodges it and throws him to the floor. Tom looks at me and winks, the man sees him look at me, and gets curious. He stands up.

"so, is this your new pet?" he says, looking at me. "yes, gorgeous isn't she. " tom says, causing me to blush a little bit as i hear his words.  "yes, so beautiful. how much for her?" he says. "she's not for sale." tom says, in a serious voice, kind of angry.

"oh? i might just steal her then."  the man says as he punches tom hard, and runs for me. He grabs me and i squirm around as he hoists me over his shoulder and throws me in his car, opening the window as he fires gunshots, then speeds away.

"fuck! no!" tom yells.

everyone runs to tom, trying to calm him down. They know that tom will find, and kill this man, they know tom is burning with rage, tom just hits everyone away and shouts, punches things, and even punches his brother as he gets too close.

"i'm gonna fucking kill him, fuck. no. fuck!" toms shouts angrily.

He grabs his gun and runs for his car.

**** TOMS P.O.V ****

i'm burning with rage right now, how dare he take her. he better not fucking hurt her, im going to fucking kill him anyway but i'm so fucking angry. not her, no one touches her. she's mine. why do i actually care for her? i don't know, but all i'm focused on right now is getting her back to me, back to being safe and protected. No one touches what is mine. Especially not her.