I didn't think you cared - Tom Kaulitz

Highs and lows

Everything went dark and when I woke up..

The car had been tipped over, only the seatbelts holding us up. Tom is unconscious and hanging upside down, I unbuckle my seat belt and fall to the roof of the car, which is on the floor. I see Tom and his head is bleeding. I thought about just leaving him there but then I thought about it...

He saved me from that man, I have to help him even though it's the last thing I want to do. I crawl over to his side of the car and reach for his seatbelt and unbuckle it. My head is hurting so badly but I grab him so he doesn't fall straight down like I did. He's so heavy, not because he's fat or anything. Only because he's so much bigger than me so it was hard to keep a hold of him. I slowly place him down and I  try think of something to stop his head from bleeding because the blood is just pouring out at this point. I don't even care about myself or my injuries.

I just take off my jacket and wipe some of the blood and I rip a peice of cloth off of my jacket and tie it around his head. I don't know what to do, I'm not a doctor and I'm just scared of him waking up.

I then pull him out of that car slowly and lean him against it and just sit next to him.

It had been 30 minutes and he still hadn't woken up. Was he dead? I want to check but I don't want to touch him. But I also long for his touch.. anyways I check his pulse and he is alive. He looks so sweet like this, his soft breathing is so peaceful, better than him shouting all of the time.

***TOMS P.O.V***

I can feel her presence next to me but I can't seem to open my eyes, I'm surprised she hasn't run away yet. Did the car crash? Is she hurt? I hope not. But also, I do. Why do I care for her so much? She's just another one of my pets. She shouldn't be making my work so sloppy. What is wrong with Me?! My whole body hurts so much. Is she hurting?

I finally open my eyes, I'm sat against my upside down car. I see her, blood on her face and arms. I'm more worried for her then I am for myself. As soon as I wake up I jump and grab her shoulders.

"Are you okay?" I say softly, worry in my eyes. "Yes I'm fine, are you okay? You really hit your head hard, it's bleeding everywhere and I didn't know what to do, I'm sorry." Alice says with sadness in her voice.

"It's okay I'll be fine, you're bleeding" I say softly while trying to stand up to look at the damage on my car. "I don't care" she says while helping me stand.

"Fuck!" I shout while looking at my car "hey-" Alice says as I hit her to the floor. What is wrong with me? I jut hit her after she helped me. Why do I do this to her? I'm just angry. I grab her and pull out my phone calling Bill to come pick us up.

Bill answers the phone and immediately asks to talk to Alice, I pass her the phone.

*** ALICES POV***

"Alice listen to me no matter what Tom does don't get too angry okay, he doesn't know what he's doing sometimes, he has highs and lows. Lows is where he's gentle but high is when he's angry and hits people, even me okay." Bill speaks over the phone quietly so Tom doesn't hear. "Okay" I say before handing the phone back over to Tom.

"What did he say?" Tom says angrily. I don't respond. "WHAT DID HE SAY?" He says again, sounding even angrier as he pushes me to the floor.
"Fuck you! I helped you and you still hit me?!" I shout, I couldn't contain my anger anymore. I started running as fast as my legs could take me away from him. I was so angry.

He starts southing but I'm so angry I'm not even listening, "fuck you tom!" I say with tears rolling down my face, genuinely sad since I thought he cared for me just the littlest bit, I guess not.

He didn't even bother to run after to me, he didn't even move. He just watched me run. I guess he really doesn't care. I don't see why I should care because he hurt me and he's a monster. Why should I care if he doesn't like me or not. I would be offended if a monster like him liked me at all.

***TOMS P.O.V***

i just watched her run, maybe it's for the best if she leaves. I guess she hates me now otherwise she wouldn't leave me. maybe she'll come back, we never know. i kind of hope she does, i don't know why. she's just another pet, but why do i care for her?

she ran and i was frozen there, i couldn't move. no matter how hard i tried, no matter how bad i wanted to move. i couldn't. she kept running until i could no longer see her, something warm ran down my cheek. A tear. I'm crying. Why?
i just fall to my knees and try hold my tears, why am i crying for her?

***ALICES P.O.V***

i just ran, he didn't move. I ran around the corner and caught my breath. i peeked around the corner too see him on his knees, it looked like he was crying, he couldn't be. why would he be crying for me? i walked to his house, i don't know why. My legs just took me there.  i opened the door and just went upstairs, the other looking at me in shock as they sat on the sofa downstairs. i just laid in his bed. a couple hours pass and i hear someone come into the house and walk up the stairs. It was tom. He came inside the bedroom, he saw me there and i heard him stop in his tracks, i felt him staring at me. Almost burning a hole through my head. He laid down next to me. "why are you here?" he said softly, definitely sounding like he had been crying. "i don't know.. i-" i say, tears swelling my eyes. He says nothing but he grabs my waist and pulls me closer to him, our bodies touching. We're..hugging? I don't know why, but i turn towards him and bury my head in the curve of his neck and hug him back.

What am i doing?