I didn't think you cared - Tom Kaulitz

silence

i wake up in a room, the only light source is the yellow dim light on the ceiling.  i can hear tom shouting but it's really muffled, "Geht es ihr gut? SAG MIR! WIRD ES IHR GUT GEHEN?" tom shouted in German,  his native language, it meant "is she all right ? tell me. Will she be alright?" I don't know if the doctor understood or not since we are in Tokyo, but because of how dangerous the gang is, I'm assuming everyone learnt. I stand up slowly, going over to the door, tom is outside.

I open the door and toms eyes dart over to me, he backhands be across the face. "What were you thinking? you idiot!" I just stumble to the floor and say nothing, I  don't fight, don't talk. I don't even look at him. I am done. "talk to me. I asked you a question." tom says, practically burning a hole into my head. I just look at him, clueless. I hate this man, but I also love him. Why have i gotten myself into this. I fell into his trap.  But now, I am giving up. "get up." tom said, I'm guessing he was at his high right now, not that I care. I still sit there. "get. up." he says again, sounding even angrier. I crawl, putting my weight on my arms forgetting that I had just had surgery on one of them and it kills me as I lean on them. I wince a little then get up, I walk over to tom and just walk past him out the door, he guides me to his car and throws me into the back and starts it up. We speed off to his house.

we get there and walk inside and he sits me down on the sofa. "Why wont you talk to me?" Tom says, sounding a little calmer then before. I look at him this time, but say nothing. He moves away to the kitchen and sits down.

***TOMS POV***

it's killing me that she won't talk, I see her talking to Gustav, but not me? it's killing me, I need her to talk. Is it something I did? I know it's only been 2 weeks with Alice, all my other pets never had this affect on me. Only Angelina. But she is nothing compared to Angelina, she is just.. different to the others, but she can never compare to Angelina, no one can.  She was beautiful, at first I thought she was going to be just like the others, obedient, and clingy. No, she was just like Alice, only... More.

Angelina had curly black hair and beautiful blue eyes, I could never like anyone the way I liked her, could I? Either way, Angelina is gone, and I simply don't care anymore.  

now, Bill is back with her friend, Valorie. He slams open the door and pushes her in and pulls her over to me and Alice sees, "Let her go. Now." she cries. "oh, so now you talk, because I have your little friend huh? what if I say no, what if I don't let her go? hm?" I say to her, taunting her, to see how far I can really push her, I like her fire, I want her to get angry. I pull out a small pocket knife and place it on her friends neck, letting the cold blade touch her pale warm neck. Alice immediately stands up and rushes over and grabs my hand, pulling the knife away from her friends neck. 

"I said let her go." Alice says in a calm, but angry voice, I can just see the anger building up in her eyes and it's making me crazy for her.  I smirk and put my hands up, backing away from her friend, bill is still holding her. Alice stands there looking at bill, waiting for him to let her go. "I said let her fucking go! Don't ruin her life too! Just leave her alone, please! You already ruined my life there is no need to ruin hers too." Alice cries, I can see the tears swelling in her eyes and I gesture to bill to let her go. When he does Alice runs over to her and starts to cry and hugs Valorie, how cute. I mentally roll my eyes just looking at that sight, but at least now I know how to get her to stay here.

***ALICES POV***

I swear, I will find a way to kill that man because really, bringing Valorie here? She should be safe at home, not here, with them.

 I hear toms voice. "Get ready, we're going out." he says calmly, we just stare. "now." tom speaks again, getting annoyed. Me and Valorie go upstairs and check all the drawers for clothes, these were probably some of his old pets clothes, or hookers from clubs or something because all of these clothes were revealing and very skin tight, we just threw on some dresses and some heels, we didn't know where we were going, but at least we were going together, I'm going to make sure no one hurts Val, make sure she Isn't scared.. she doesn't deserve this..

we hear the motorcycles engines and figure it's time to go, tom gestures me over to him and Bill gestures to Valorie, I shoot bill an angry look.  "you look good for once" Tom says to me, "yeah, and not for you." I chuckle slightly and then he starts the bike and we speed off.

it's a club. I guess I am dressed for the occasion. We walk in, both me and Val clinging to the twins arms, I guess Tom makes me feel safe, but I am also terrified of him. "Alice, go get us some drinks, I'm trusting you." Tom says calmly. I nod and walk over to the bar, I wasn't just going to leave Val here on her own, of course not. I get to the bar and wait to order. 

"Hey gorgeous." A man says as he slaps my ass and sits down next to me. Dick. I just ignore him and then order, they give me the drinks and I start to walk back as I feel somebody grab me and take me to a dark room. I feel hands touching me everywhere. "please... what're you doing.. Stop!" I cry. The hands reach down to my thighs and start touching me, their lips crash into mine and I start crying, this cant happen. Where is tom? Is he too busy looking at girls tits to even notice that I didn't come back? "please, just get away from me!" I cry loudly, hoping that someone will hear me. He touches me..

"uhh, no please just get off!" I shout again.