I didn't think you cared - Tom Kaulitz

does she hate me that much?

it has been 2 days since i was found by Tom and the others. I hadn't yet woken up from my deep sleep, maybe from trauma, or just straight up blood loss, i don't know. I wonder if he is here. Has he come to see me? see if im okay? maybe.. why do i care anyways? i am supposed to hate him. he kidnapped me! i cant like my kidnapper. no.

"oh my god, she's waking up. Someone go get tom!" Bill said to the other two. My eyes flutter open until all i can see is the yellow light of the room, I can't yet move, only hear and see. Not clearly of course, everything is blurry.

Tom walks into the room, i can hear his footsteps as he comes closer to me, i close my eyes.

"Alice? are you awake?" Tom says in a caring manner. I keep my eyes closed and don't move. "Fucking liars." tom mutters to bill as he leaves the room and the others follow. Now i'm on my own. I hear Tom arguing with bill over me, i can't take it.

They eventually walk away, and i spring to my feet, i stumble a little, forgetting all about my injured leg. I see a window and slowly, carefully, Climb out. I am barefoot, only socks. Walking around the streets wearing just shorts and a simple tank top. My hair messy as i've been asleep for 2 days. I don't even care, i'm just walking around like a headless chicken. I am thankful Tom saved me, but he is no good for me. I have to leave.

***TOMS P.O.V***

why am i so worried about my pet? why hasn't she woken up yet? she looked so lifeless laying there, her pink rosey cheeks no longer bright. She was so pale, all i wanted is for her to open her eyes so i can stare into them. She's so beautiful, but she is my pet and i cant care for her, no. She is just like all my other pets and she should already be dead for all the things she has done, she needs to learn to behave properly.

I walk back into her room about 30 minutes after i just left, hoping she's awake and healthy.

she's gone.

"what the fuck!" i shout so loud the whole hospital could hear me, the others rush into the room and stare in shock as she is no longer lying there. "told you she was waking up" bill snickered as I gave him an angry look. "Where the fuck is she?!" i spit angrily.  I see the open window, she wouldn't have gone herself. Would she?

***ALICES P.O.V***

i walk around until i find a clothes store, i walk in and see what i want, i grab some baggy jeans, a jacket, and a tank top, i also find some sneakers, i went to the fitting room. I had no money so i knew what i had to do. I ripped off all the tags and pulled the hood up from the hoodie I was wearing and ran out of the store. Security chased me and grabbed my arm, hard. I kicked him in his balls and he fell to the ground, i continued to run until i saw a bar. I sat down.

"mind if i join you?" a man said, he was very handsome, tanned, messy hair and bright blue eyes. "sure" i said calmly.
"what's your name?" he said to me, smiling brightly. "Alice." i muttered, looking down.

"well, alice could i buy you a drink?" he said, still smiling. "yeah, if you want..what's your name?" i said, kind of worried.
"Felix" he said, playing with his lip piercing, it reminded me so much of Tom, all i wanted was to get tom out of my mind. "okay.." i said, putting on a fake smile. He orders me a Vodka-tonic with a slice of lime. He passes it to me and i hesitate to take a sip. Eventually half of the glass is gone.

"so, what brings you to tokyo, alice?" he says, keeping a smile on his face. i find it weird how he says my name in every sentace. "uhh, i don't know. just wanted to travel i guess." i said, nervously while finishing my drink. "hey, you know i think im gonna go.." i say, a little scared, there's something off about this guy.

"wait, not just yet. i want to get to know you more, Alice." he says as he grabs my wrist as i stand up to leave. "Hey, watch it! get off me!" i say, angrily as i pull him off me and run out the door. As i leave my eyes scan the area for tom, he must know i'm gone. I'm terrified, i continue walking until i reach an alleyway and just sit there, hiding behind a few boxes.

***TOMS P.O.V***
10:32pm

it's been 6 hours since she left and there's no sign of her, where could she have gone? i'm so angry at her for leaving me but i'm also so worried for her at the same time, i don't quite understand why, but i am. Very worried, what if she got hurt even more? what if she's lost? is she really that far that I can't find her? does she hate me that much?

whatever, all i'm focused on is finding her so i can punish her deeply. no one disobeys me.

***ALICES P.O.V***

1:56am

i'm still sat here hiding, im so cold and scared. i hear someone coming and hold my hand over my mouth. it's a homeless man, he starts looking through the boxes im hid behind and he knocks one over, he can see me now.

"oh hello there gorgeous" he says with a smug look on his face. i stay quiet until he pulls me up and looks at me in my eyes before kissing me roughly. He smells like alcohol and he is so dirty. i push him off me and spit on the floor. "what the fuck?!" i shout to him before pushing him over and kicking him. 

"now now, alice. Don't do that to my friend." i hear a man speak behind me, it's felix. the guy from earlier.
"you." i say, angrily. He smirks and walks towards me before placing his hands on my shoulders. "a lady shouldn't be kicking people like that. come with me, alice." he said while smiling "no!" i scream at him before punching him straight in his stupid smug face and running as far as my legs will take me. I eventually run across the road and i don't see the speeding car, it comes to a halt, knocking me over, but not hurting me.

someone gets out of the car. "what have you gotten yourself into now?" he speaks, it's tom. He comes and picks me up and places me into the passenger seat before locking the doors. "i'm sorry." i say, it just came out, i wasn't sorry for anything. i didn't do anything wrong, he's the one that should be sorry. he kidnapped me!

"i was worried about you, you know?" Tom says softly, as he looks into my eyes, not at the road.

everything went dark.