I didn't think you cared - Tom Kaulitz

i dont care for her, i can't

i'm in a car, all i want is for tom to come and help me, he is like a drug. i am addicted to him but i don't know why, he is a monster and all he does is hurt me. i feel safe when i'm with him. i don't understand why..

we arrive at a house, the man grabs me from the car and lifts me over his shoulder and i squirm around trying to get myself free, but he's too strong and i just give up, he throws me into a room and chains me to the wall. i'm so so scared, even tom wouldn't do this, im terrified of what this man is capable of doing to me.

"so, seems i'm your new master now, pet. i don't even care what your name is, your mine now." he says.

"no! he will come for me! i know he will.. he must come..he must care just a little.." i shout back at him, s little bit of sadness in my voice.

"oh sweetheart, he doesn't care for you, not even a little bit, you think you're special? you think he cares? you're wrong."
the man spits back at me. "shut up! he will come!" i cry.

"no one tells me to shut up, you rude little bitch! who do you think you are!" he shouts as he stares into my eyes, his eyes filled with rage as he punches me across the face, hard, kicks me and slaps me. he gets on his knees to my level and pulls out a knife.

i stare at the knife in shock as my whole body is filled with pain, i struggle to speak, but finally get a few words out.
"p-please..no..you don't have to-" he slaps me, and scrapes the knife across my legs, before he finally tears my skin with it, blood slowly pouring out of my leg.

"uhh..no..stop." i cry to him. "now, shut up pet." he says before walking away and locking the door, leaving me in a dark room in agony. please tom, come for me. help me..

***TOMS P.O.V***

where is she! i need to find her, i have threatened so many of his gang members and still cant find out where she is.. i need to see her, i need to make sure she's okay. I grab the last member of his gang, i need answers.

"where does he live? tell me or i'll kill you just like i killed the rest of your friends." i said angrily.

"please.. don't kill me, i have a family! please.." the man whined.  "then tell me where the fuck he lives. now."
i said, trying to hide the worry for her in my voice.

"Sakura-dori, Shibuya. the big mansion on the corner! please! i told you, let me go!" he pleaded.

"good, now.." i signal for bill and the others to come, before i shoot the man dead anyways, i hop into my car and the others enter theirs and i speed off to the address. It's been 4 hours since he took her, i hope to god she's okay. but why do i care for her? why do i care for my worthless pet?

i finally get to the address and bang on the door, the others behind me as i keep banging and banging on the door before he answers. as soon as he opens the door i grab him by the collar of his shirt. "where the fuck is she? tell me now. WHERE IS SHE?!" i shout to him.

he chuckles as he pushes me off. "calm down, she's my pet now." he laughs as he says it. it angers me and i shoot him right there, i shouldn't have done it since now i have no answers to where she is, but i don't care. me and the others search the house for her. Gustav shouts to me that he found some keys. we keep searching the house until Georg comes across a door downstairs, locked. I rush down and grab the keys Gustav had found not long ago, i rattle around with around 50 fucking keys, trying to find the right one. who the fuck needs this many keys, this is going to take me so long, and i don't even know if she is alive or not. i need to make sure she's okay, she could be dying and i'm just here fucking around trying to find the right key for this stupid door, i can't kick it down since it's metal. otherwise trust me the door would've been open a long time ago.

i finally find the key for the door and unlock it straight away, i slowly open the door and look around, it's dark so i can't really see much. i walk around looking for anything, something, i can't see anything so i look for around 5 minutes, but nothing. i walk out with my head in my hands, but i still have doubt in my mind, she has to be in there. that's the only place that we haven't searched. I enter the room once again and walk around, i stumble on something.. i find any source of light, which was a lamp from another room. i shine light and i see her. she looks lifeless, she's so pale and there's a pool of blood on the floor, bruises and everything. "fuck. oh my god, no. please no. please be alive, alice."

i check her pulse and luckily she's still alive, she's chained to the wall and there's no key, i punch the wall over and over until i finally get it off the wall, i pick her up and carry her out of the room, i see her in more light, more clearly. it just makes me even more upset to see her like this, shes pale and lifeless. I hold her there in my arms for a while and then i snap out of it. "fuck, i need to get her to the hospital. now." i place her in my car slowly and start driving, fast, but not too fast since i'm not trying to hurt her even more. we arrive and i pick her up and run into the hospital. shouting for someone, anyone to come help me.

doctors rush to me and immediately take her away, it pains me to let her go to people i don't know, i don't trust anyone anymore, im so terrified that i can't be by her side. but, she's my pet. I don't care for her, i cant. they take her away and i follow her with my eyes, until i can no longer see her.