Fated strings of love

Ch- 19 | TENSION

Aditya

Why is she friends with Sid? He is the person i hate the most, he is the one who took everything i ever loved or cherished in my life.

He is my cousin, but after his mother's death, he usually stays at my place in summer vacation with my mom and dad.

I don't want him to be near Tara I hate this, well he never showed any interest in any girl, but why is he friends with tara ?? is he interested in her??
they seem friendly tho. My whole mind and heart is strangling right now.

Is it tara?, the girl he had a crush on, once he mentioned in a friend's group that he had a crush on a girl he knew from childhood, was that girl tara??

Tara asked him "I didn't know about this. Sid tells me"

Sid!!!! Tara calls sidharth as sid!,

Holy fuck!!!!! Shit! Shit! Shit, I am losing my control.

I remember Sid!! Tara's dad's friend's son SID, the guy tara confessed to, her first crush!!!!, He is that boy,
Fuck!

" yeah my mom and his mom were sisters." sidharth said

As the teacher came in class Sid sat on the seat behind tara,

I can't keep my cool, i can be so fucking rude if i speak to Tara right now, and i don't want to be like that, so i stayed silent,

She tried to talk to me after the class but i told her " I don't wanna talk right now" and left,

To be honest, i am losing my mind right now, I need time to get my shit together, right now, my life is super messed up,

my first problem is Sid, why is the guy tara had a crush on is none other than Sid ?, but why is he friends with my girlfriend!! That fucking bastard!!!

he took everything from me, at first he took my toys, clothes, my room, he took my place in my family, my parents even my friends, everything became his, Like it was never mine, i also gave up on everything, but i can't give up on tara, I have to talk to him face to face.

I went to Sidharth after the class for a talk, I warned him to stay away from tara,
but he said " why do i have to stay away from her, she is my bestfriend and it's my choice IF I WANT TO STAY AWAY OR NOT"

I told him " because I am her boyfriend and i don't want you to be friends with her "
He scoffed, " boyfriend?? So Mr boyfriend, if your girlfriend told me to stay away from her, I will listen to her but i don't think I have to listen to you "

He is getting on my nerves, i just hate his arrogance.

I asked him directly as i was annoyed " are you interested in her or what ? "

He smiled with a cheeky face " maybe"

Maybe!!!!!!!!
What does that mean, i grabbed him from collar and told him,

" don't you dare to make a move on her, i swear I'll forget we are cousins, I'LL BREAK THIS FUCKING ANNOYING FACE OF YOURS."

I left before I lose my pace, i gave warning to sidharth.
I have to relax and not to be so short tempered.

My life is a super messed up fucking shit!
I have so many things to deal with.

Now my second problem is Sarah,
She was my girlfriend before tara came into my life, I was dating her but before dating we were friends because she was like me in many aspects, I really liked her as a friend but she wanted relationship, so we dated for around 3 months

but one day my dad came to know about me and Sarah in one of his business parties and he was annoyed when he heard my dating rumours, he slapped me and scolded me for dating Sarah as my exams were near, and he wanted me to be focused on my NEET exams.