Fated strings of love

Ch- 29 | EYES ON ME

Tara

I gave aditya my chain that had a star in it, this is precious to me.
I said " this is the first and last gift my mom ever gave me and I want to give this to you, if you ever miss me in Mumbai, just know that I am always with you "

" I can't take this Tara, this is really precious to you I can't take this" he said

" so you are " I said, he looked at me, and hugged me tightly, I can feel his heartbeat, I looked at his face and he was looking at mine, he kissed my forehead and released me from his arms, he wears that chain around his neck ,

He opened the car door and sat in his car, he looked at me and started his car, and went further and further away from me. And my eyes were still looking in the direction he went,

I don't know why but this moment feels so heartbreaking to me. But I took a deep breath and went to see dad in his ward, as i saw him, this whole moment feels like déjà vu. I saw that dad has some injuries but not any serious ones and I am really glad that he is safe.

Dad got discharged and I took him home he asked me so many questions and I answered him, we reached home And I told him about my holiday leave from college and told him about my exams, fest and Aditya's audition

I took care of my dad and rohit after a really long time, I had a great time with them, I am happy that I got to sometime with my family,
this is my first time that I ever got a chance to spend so much time with dad, as he was always busy with his work but now he has taken leaves for a few days, when I was in the hostel I really missed this happy family feeling, I missed my room.

I saw Rohit, he was preparing for his exams, as he had board exams this year, my little brother has grown up, he takes his study seriously, I am happy for him. I cooked a meal for dad and rohit like always and gave dad his medicine. He looked at me as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything.

I asked him " do you want to say something to me dad ?"

He looked at me and hesitated for a moment and said " nothing "
He didn't say a word, but his eyes said everything, he was regretting for not being a responsible dad to me and rohit, he wanted to apologise for scaring us.

But dad you were a great dad, you were always, no matter what you did, i understood you, you were suffering alone. And I really never resented you for ignoring us for months. I am just so happy that the dad I lost with my mom, is back...he is back with us like before. I really missed him.

As everything was good,
I told dad about aditya, that he is going to Mumbai and I want to see him before that, and he told me to go.

So I was packing my bag,
And dad called me in the hall, I went there and he asked me " there was a photo of your childhood here, where did it go?? "

" Photo of mine?? " I remembered when aditya came here he was doing something earlier, did he take my photo? but I can't tell dad this.

" I don't know about this dad, it must have been here or there, don't worry, just rest" I told him but he was still looking for that picture.

I booked the train ticket for yesterday,
I packed my bags and spent my time with dad and rohit,

My dad loves me so much, should I Tell dad about aditya and my relationship ? , will he accept it or will he get angry. I don't know how he will react maybe I should tell him when the time is correct, it's not the correct time to tell about my relationship, he will definitely tell me to focus on my career and will not let me have any type of relationship with aditya.
sorry dad for not telling you about this, unlike Aditya's mom and dad , my dad is A bit strict, he took care of me all alone without mom, he cares for me so much maybe that's why I am feeling guilty about hiding my relationship from dad.

The next day in the afternoon, I took the train to Delhi and told dad to take care of himself and said my goodbyes to rohit, when I was on the train

I thought about the first time I went to delhi with rohit and met ayan in my journey and we become friends, and how I met aditya and fall for him, that journey was the starting of every story in my life, but there are still many more stories are there in the future.

I reached Delhi
And took a cab to aditya's house. I reached there and paid the cab driver, i walked through the garden and saw aditya was talking with Sarah the girl from the party, she is one of his exes also, but why are they together!!!!!!
I shouldn't interrupt between them, what should I do?? As I was leaving, I heard them.

Sarah was in tears and said with a quavering voice " how can I hate you, I never... I never want to lose you , you understand me better than my dad and the people who judge me. "

As she was crying, Aditya hugged her and patted her on the back!!!!

I wasn't planning on overhearing their conversation but I heard them.
I don't want to get angry but I am feeling really mad at aditya for some reasons and I don't want to see him now.

so I left for the badi mummy house and met sanjana there and slept with her
But i couldn't sleep, my mind was still in that moment when I saw aditya with Sarah, Well I am not doubting him, I am gonna trust him because I told him that I will love him no matter what.

There's a part of me, who wants aditya to have his eyes on me, and only me, But it's not possible.

Aditya is leaving for Mumbai tomorrow and I don't wanna talk to him or meet him, I just don't like the guys who play with other people's hearts.

Aditya called me several times but I ended the call, maybe he left for Mumbai today, so I texted him

[ "all the best for your new beginning !! And happy journey " ]

He thanked me and asked about dad so I told him everything is fine. I wanted to say so many things but I couldn't bring myself to say anything, maybe I was a bit confused because I am not sure about anything.

I don't want to be mad at aditya because from the start I knew he had a past with Sarah & sia and may be with some other girls also, but it was all in the past. Now he loves me but is he really serious
about me?

I know he said he loves me but why would he fall for me, why me? What if he leaves me like other girls.

This thought of him leaving, scared me , I don't want to think about a life without him. But why am I feeling so upset all over his past.

why his exes are so beautiful and perfect, I am nothing in front of them and this makes me more mad.

Oh god please!! , please make aditya fall for me so hard that he will never leave me.

My own thoughts were scaring me, so I went downstairs and saw sanjana di watching the Aditya's audition episode on tv, I also sat on the couch and was watching this episode, aditya looks great on camera and screen like he is made for tv screens. His singing is awesome as always. I told the badi mummy that I saw this live and I am also in this episode.

I saw myself on tv, I wasn't looking that great like aditya, but there is one thing I noticed in this episode and that is when judges announced to gave the batch to aditya, my expression was full of joy and aditya's eyes were on me, he wasn't looking anywhere else but me and smiled like his reward was my reaction I don't know why but this makes me really happy.

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