Fated strings of love

Ch - 45 | ESCAPING THE DEATH

Tara

Is this my fate?
Why does the dream of being happy with aditya seems so impossible ?
Why does Fate always betray us ?
Why??

Our fate neither allows us to live together, nor allows us to die together,
If my fate is to live without him, i don't want this fate.
I want to die with him.

" NO, IT'S NOT YOUR FATE " I heard a familiar voice in this darkness. As a ray of light I saw my mother.
She came to me like a wind and touched my face and said,

" it wasn't your fate, my dear "
I was shocked, as I saw her, but I don't care anymore, if this is an illusion, dream or memory I just want to hold my mom.

I hugged her so tightly,
She held me tightly in her arms and said,

" This is not the time to get lost in illusions tara, open your eyes, look at me, I am just a part of your memory but you are looking at me right now and feeling me...right "

I nodded my head and wiped my tears,

" listen carefully tara, your memories are tangled with your pastself, before you were reborn and what you saw was the part of her memory, she is scared of losing aditya "

I was confused so I asked, " who?? "
She looked at me and said, " you have seen her before, didn't you?? You have seen her memories before, she is in your very memories, tormenting you. With the things she went through, as she lost her love in her life, she tried so hard to change the past and regret every moment, at the moment of her death she wished for a better ending, and got a chance to change her fate, but she is just trapped in your memory " Mom explained to me.

So I asked her " how is it possible? "

" it's possible when someone tries to fix things of their past so much that, their soul wants to help their past selves and wants to stop them making the same mistake and things again, by getting trapped in their past selves memories, and helps them by sharing her memories with them, as dreams, as glances or sometimes by letting them experience her memories, so wake up tara, before
you get trapped here, wake up ." she said .

I asked her, " you are also just a piece of memory?? " I was about to cry, my voice was breaking.

She looked at me with a heartbreaking smile and said, " tara, i am always there for you whenever you need me my dear, i love you my little princess, but this is not your place, you have to go back to your world, before you get trapped in the abyss of memories "

I tried to wake up but it wasn't easy so u asked mom, " how can I wake up from here mom, help me "

She smiled and said, " still silly as ever, just close your eyes and try to concentrate on your heartbeat "

I tried to wake up, I closed my eyes and concentrated on the sound of my heartbeat.

I opened my eyes and I saw myself in the car, I was sleeping, and the car was stopped at the petrol pump and I looked for aditya from the window, he went somewhere for a moment, I heard the buzzing of aditya's phone and saw zoya
calling, and her texts.

they were also the same as before, everything is the same as before, this is scary, but now it's not the time to be scared,

I put the phone back at it's place and opened the car door, I was looking for
aditya and saw him,
He was coming back, as I saw him I felt so relieved, I couldn't hold myself back, i rushed toward him and hugged him so tightly but aditya was surprised