Fated strings of love

Ch- 9 | INNOCENCE IS GONE!!

Tara

I decided to walk a bit with aditya so,
I told him " okay, we can walk around, if you want "
I looked at him and he has a really huge smile on his face, well he looks the best when he smiles.

" really?" he asks

I nodded my head

And we started walking,
under this beautiful moonlight, the breeze is nice and cold today.
This made the atmosphere so beautiful and pretty.
Walking under the sky, full of stars with perfect moonlight, it's so romantic.

I said while pointing at the sky " look Aditya, this moon and stars looks so pretty right?

" I am looking, they are really pretty" he said.
I looked at Aditya,
He was staring at me so intensely that it was hard to look away from him but still i tried to avoid his gaze.

" It feels so good to walk like this " i said to change the atmosphere.

" yeah " he said and we were walking around in the garden.

While walking He asked me " is it truth that you never had a boyfriend?"

" that was sudden" i said as i was surprised.

" I was curious " he said

"yeah I never had a boyfriend " I said

Aditya asked me," well then, who was your crush?"

"I really don't remember clearly but, he was my dad's friend's son, I was 6 years old at that time and liked him just because he was so good-looking and he was always kind to me, so I thought I loved him...( I laughed) and you know when he was leaving , I Even told him that I love him and he was shocked and he answered me with one single word and that was ‘ No ’, he literally yelled. now I don't even remember how he looked like or what his full name was, all I remember is that his name was sid or something else, Now I think about my first crush... it only embarrasses me, I was too stupid "

Aditya was staring at me when i was talking and i tried not to look at him and avoid the eye contact with him.

" no, i don't think you were stupid, I think you were cool & Bold " he said and he looked serious though

" stop it you are embarrassing me "i said while rolling my eyes.

" you know I was an idiot in my childhood, I had a crush on someone, I liked her from the moment I saw her but I never had the courage to tell her, instead of treating her nicely, I tried to get her attention by teasing her, I am an idiot , aren't I ?" he said while keeping his gaze down

whom is he talking about? why do I feel like he is talking about me??,
no, no....not a chance he said I am not his type, he is so handsome and charming I am sure his crush must be someone from his friend .

"you are not an idiot we all are different so, don't think too much well, who was your crush? is she one of your friends ?"

"yes she is my friend, who understands me better than anyone else." he said

As I heard him why do I feel bad
" I think I should go back it's pretty late "
I said

Aditya walked me to the house after that he left ,

As I went inside my room I dumped myself on my bed as i was laying, i was looking at the ceiling. I am confused right now. I don't know how i feel about aditya

His crush, for a second I thought he was talking about me, but why am I feeling bad after hearing about his crush?, I don't feel anything about him, it's not like I have fallen for him. Or am I really falling for him?