Fated strings of love

Ch- 18 | TRUST

Aditya

I wanted to chase after her but my heart was so heavy at that moment that i couldn't chase after her, I looked at the cake she bought, it was my favourite chocolate cake, but it was ruined.

This is the first time I ever felt the pain of a heartbreak, and this is painfully unbearable, I didn't want to cry but my tears weren't stopping, this feels like my heart stopped beating, it's really hard to breathe here, i am feeling suffocating. I went out on the balcony for some fresh air, i smoked for a bit, varun came back from market and saw me smoking, he asked me " what happened?"

But instead of answering him, i just broke out in tears, varun holded me and tried to comfort me but right now nothing can comfort me. I am afraid of my own thoughts, i am afraid that i will lose her, i am afraid that everything between me and her will end like this.

The thing that hurted me more was the fact that, tara never trusted me. I know she misunderstood me but she should have at least given me a chance to explain myself.
Varun left for a while, and I just locked myself in my room. He knocked on the door many times but i don't want anyone right now.

My eyes were teary,
I looked at the gift box, I unwrapped it and saw the watch inside that box, it was beautiful, I saw a note in that box,
As i was about to open that note,
I heard Tara's voice, she knocked the door and said " open this door adi "

She came!!
I opened the door,
And saw tara, she looked annoyed but she was calm.

She came inside the room,
She asked, " whatever you said to your friend, was that a truth or a lie??"

" it was a lie " i said in a low voice, as everything looks so awkward.

" then explain all this....all this & why was that girl here and what were you doing with her " she asked me while hesitating.

I explained everything to her from the beginning to the end, i told her everything to resolve this misunderstanding. And even apologized to her for lying about her to Shanaya,

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                              Tara

As aditya explained everything to me, my heart felt at ease, I just lost my temper for a moment when i heard aditya saying all those cruel words. I was really heartbroken but after thinking about this for a bit. I wanted to trust aditya and wanted to hear him.

" Aditya, I trust you so please promise me that you will never betray me, you will never break my trust and my heart please " i said

And I hugged aditya, this time I almost lost him but it's okay, I changed one of my dream today...

Aditya hugged me tightly and said " I really really love you so much, just the thought of you leaving me and breaking up with me was killing me slowly, please don't doubt my feelings they are true "

I wished aditya " happy birthday " and saw that he opened my gift.

" did you read that note?? " i asked him

" no, i was about to read it " he said

" then read it later okay" i said and he nodded with a smile.

As i hugged him i can feel a bit of smoky odor, i don't like this smell. Did he smoked???

After that varun came back, and I spent a lot of time talking to them and aditya told me about his birthday party.

But before that, we went to Aditya's house and met his mother and father and heard that aditya's cousin is also here but I didn't get a chance to meet him as I was with Aditya's mom all the time