Painful Secrets

Chapter 30

Hyunjin pulled on a pair of black pants and a black tucked in button up shirt, his usual attire before grabbing his black leather jacket, putting it on as he walked down the stairs.

He tied his dark neck length hair back into a half pony as he reached the living room.

"Oh, finally. You're here." Changbin said, who had been waiting for him for 10 minutes straight.

They were going to a warehouse to get some guns now that it had finally opened. It was afternoon and the warehouse was 20 minutes away from their mansion and Hyunjin was a bit hesitant to go, in case something happened behind his back.

But mostly, he was worried about Felix.

Hyunjin was relieved that Felix had started to walk again and was better than before but still couldn't help but worry. But, after Chan assured him that Felix would be okay and won't be running errands, he agreed to go with Changbin.

They both reached the car, Changbin in the driver's seat and Hyunjin in the one beside him.

The ride was incredibly silent and neither of them talked.

Changbin seemed to have noticed how Hyunjin had spaced out.

Hyunjin was the strongest out of the whole gang. It was surprising how he never had to take training like Seungmin and Minho had to, to be the way he is.

Hyunjin had strength, battle IQ, reflexes, intelligence, combat skills, techniques, defence, endurance and most importantly, experience.

Hyunjin was 10 when he accidentally killed his parents when they tried to send him away to boarding school as an excuse to get rid of him. He burned the whole house with his parents inside. After that, he was sent to an asylum, locked in a white room, having different types of needles and syringes injected inside of him almost every single day to get him to sleep. He was 13 when he broke out of the asylum and was roaming in the streets.

A 30 year old woman gave him shelter and sent him to school. When he was 15 he went to prison for murdering a student. He spent 3 years in prison before he was released at the age of 18. The woman who took him in died from cancer and left him with Chan. He became a part of the gang at the age of 19. Now, he is 22, living his life. After all that, Hyunjin definitely mastered survival.

Hyunjin always thought his life was his first priority and that he never needed love to live. Until, he met Felix, who brought light in his dark world.

After that, Hyunjin couldn't help but put Felix before himself. He wanted to protect Felix from literally anything, even himself.

Hyunjin loves Felix. It's the truth. He really does. And part of Hyunjin knew that Felix could never be his. Him and Felix could never be like Minho and Jeongin, kissing each other in the day and having sex at night.

Hyunjin and Felix were from two different worlds. Felix's life had always been full of light, happiness, freedom, and love meanwhile Hyunjin's life had always been full of darkness, depression, denial, pain and fear. Felix and Hyunjin were like water and fire. Like water, Felix only used violence when he needed to or sometimes never. But Hyunjin was like fire, who destroyed anything that came in his way.

Hyunjin knew he didn't deserve Felix, but he couldn't bear the thought of Felix being gone from his life. Felix was the only ray of sunshine in Hyunjin's cave of darkness.

Hyunjin was so grateful when he found out that Felix would be okay when he was almost choked to death.

But the question was, why would anyone do that?