Painful Secrets

Chapter 41

Jeongin woke up in Minho's arms, his head pressed against Minho's chest. He shifted a bit to meet Minho's eyes who were staring at him.

"Hyung-" Jeongin was cut off by a quick small peck on his lips.

"It's okay, baby." Minho caressed Jeongin's cheek. "I love you."

Jeongin smiled as he dug his head into Minho's chest, drowning in the olders' warmth.

"I love you too, hyung."

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Seungmin was in the kitchen making breakfast since he figured Minho still wanted to spend his time with Jeongin, alone.

Jisung walked down into the kitchen wearing a white shirt with black shorts.

"Good morning." Jisung said as he sat down.

"Good morning." Seungmin said as he placed a plate of waffles on the table, sitting down himself.

"So," Seungmin began, just like he always had whenever he had a conversation with Jisung, "Did you sleep well?"

Jisung raised his eyebrows, smiling a little, "You mean apart from hearing Felix and Hyunjin's moans and groans? Then, no. Not really."

Seungmin just nodded as he watched Jisung take a waffle and eat it up. However, most of his attention was drawn to Jisung's thighs that his shorts exposed. They looked so thin, soft, milky and as much as Seungmin hated himself for thinking this, delicious.

Seungmin had odd kinks. He had experience in sex and he knew how it worked. However, he couldn't imagine having sex with Jisung. Not that he didn't want to, though he would love to.

"What are you looking at?" Jisung asked, noticing Seungmin.

Seungmin turned his head, blinking almost 50 times before saying, "Nothing."

Jisung raised an eyebrow, "Are you sure?"

"Yes," Seungmin defended himself. "I'm really sure."

There was an awkward silence and neither of them seemed like they wanted to break it. And neither of them didn't have to when Minho and Jeongin walked into the kitchen.

Seungmin could see Minho tense up once he saw Seungmin. For some reason, he felt bad that he was the reason.

"Good morning," He said, most of his attention being drawn to Minho.

"Good morning," It was Jeongin who replied as he stepped forward to take a waffle.

Jisung could see the tension between the two so he decided to give them space. Jisung grabbed Jeongin by the wrist and smiled at him, "Hey, Innie, do you want to come see the new outfit I got?"

"Oh, sure." Jeongin said as he followed Jisung upstairs to his room.

Once they were gone, silence filled the atmosphere.

Seungmin took that as an opportunity to get straight to his point.

"Sorry." He said to Minho.

Minho raised his eyebrows. "Huh?"

Seungmin sighed, not wanting to repeat the 'magic word'. "I said I'm sorry."

"What are you sorry for?"

"About the way I have been treating you." Seungmin spoke. "For making you feel bad about yourself. Back in the office and the day after."

Minho smiled. "It's okay."