Painful Secrets

Chapter 40

Felix's room was a bit smaller than Hyunjin's. The source of light was a yellow light lamp on the bedside table and the room was really neat and tidy.

Hyunjin looked around for a few minutes as Felix closed the door, slowly approaching the taller.

This was Hyunjin's second time being inside Felix's room since the first time he came in here was when Felix was drunk.

As Hyunjin inhaled the sweet scent of a coconut scented candle, he turned around to face Felix who was looking back at him.

The last few minutes have been peacefully sweet and no matter how wrong he felt, he was determined to finish what he started.

"What are you wondering?" Felix asked.

Hyunjin shook his head. "Nothing, Felix. Nothing."

Felix walked closer as he wrapped his arms around Hyunjin's neck and kissed him. Hyunjin closed his eyes, drowning in it as his hands cupped the back of Felix's thigh as he literally jumped onto Hyunjin, Felix's legs around Hyunjin's waist as Hyunjin held Felix up, still keeping their lips connected.

As they pulled away, Felix clung onto Hyunjin like a koala while Hyunjin carried him towards the bed. Laying Felix on the bed, Hyunjin hovered above him, kicking off his shoes before helping Felix take off his.

"Have you ever done this before?" Felix asked. "Have sex?"

Hyunjin slowly nodded. "Yes, I have. Plenty of times. But never with a man."

It was true. Hyunjin and Seungmin go to clubs quiet often and he had his time fucking many woman, surprised how each time felt like a recap of his previous sex sessions.

Frankly, he never wanted to have sex with a woman ever again.

Hyunjin gave Felix a chaste kiss before going to his neck, leaving wet kisses before going down to grab the hem of Felix's shirt, taking it off making Felix blush. Hyunjin kissed and sucked onto Felix's collarbone as his fingers played with the waistband of his sweats, tugging them off slowly. Felix moaned as Hyunjin finally took off his sweats along with his boxers, leaving him completely naked.

He gave Felix a quick small peck on the cheek before he started unbuttoning his own shirt, throwing it aside as he began to unbuckle his belt, taking off his pants and boxers.

Hyunjin was painfully hard and seeing Felix naked infront of him just made him harder.

"Lube," Hyunjin said. "We need lube."

Hyunjin felt as though his world was falling apart. He didn't want to put on his clothes and go buy lube. If he left Felix and went by himself, his mind might play tricks on him and make him feel like having sex with Felix was wrong. And he really didn't want that to get to him.

"I have lube." Felix said, pointing to his bedside table. "Bottom drawer."

Hyunjin moved slightly, his arm stretching to open the bottom drawer of the bedside table which was filled with different types of sex toys like a dildo, vibrator and butt plugs. Hyunjin never thought Felix would ever have any of these things. He grabbed the bottle of lube and closed the drawer, moving back to Felix.

The lube bottle was clearly opened and looked like it was used.

"You use this?" Hyunjin asked as he opened the bottle, squirting some lube on his fingers. "You finger yourself?"

"I tried but my fingers are really small. So I just used-"

"Sex toys?" Hyunjin finished Felix's sentence, smiling as Felix nodded.

A sick feeling came across Hyunjin's mind and he really wanted to make Felix finger himself, work himself open, put on a show. But, that was something for some other time.

Felix shivered slightly as Hyunjin rubbed the cold lube against his rim. Hyunjin took Felix's cock in his hand, rubbing it slowly as he pushed one finger inside, making Felix moan at the overstimulation. Hyunjin started to increase his pace of rubbing Felix's cock as he took out his finger and added another one before Felix had time to whine about it.

Felix whimpered as Hyunjin started to move his fingers inside of him, only inches away from his prostate, his hand still not moving from Felix's cock.

"Hyunjin, more." Felix moaned. "Please."

Felix screamed as Hyunjin rubbed his cock at a fast pace and added the third finger, giving Felix's hole a proper stretch. Felix keened Hyunjin's fingers brushed against his prostate, scissoring him.

"Oh, you like that?" Hyunjin asked, staring in awe at Felix's flushed face, tears forming at the corner of eyes.

"Yes, yes." Felix breathed out. "I-I love it."

Hyunjin could feel Felix's thighs tense up as he moved his fingers deeper. Felix moaned loudly, his eyes closed and his head lolled back.

This was a moment Hyunjin would always remember.

Felix whined as Hyunjin suddenly pulled his fingers out.

"Now relax, Felix. And be patient." Hyunjin said as he grabbed Felix's leg and hooked it over his shoulder for a better angle, as he pressed the blunt head of is cock against Felix's gaping hole.

Felix mewled. "Yes, yes. Please, Hyunjin. Please."

Hyunjin removed his hand from Felix's cock, stroking his blonde hair as he pushed himself in, groaning, as he was now fully inside of him, waiting for Felix to adjust to his size.

He slowly started to move, his eyes still not moving from Felix's face.

"Move, faster. Please."

Felix was really good at asking and Hyunjin couldn't possibly deny him. He rapidly began picking up the pace with his thrusts, snapping his hips forwards, the loud the sound of skin slapping, Felix's lewd moans and Hyunjin's groans filling the room.

Felix clenched around him perfectly and Hyunjin loved how warm and right he was. It was a feeling he could never forget. It was euphoric and having sex with Felix was the best thing he could have ever experienced. And it was something that made Hyunjin actually happy.

His hands held onto Felix's waist as his thrusts became more punishing and Felix cried out as he held onto Hyunjin's shoulders, his orgasm only a mile away.

Hyunjin could feel himself getting close.

"Hyunjin, I'm c-close."

"I know, angel. I got you."

Aiming at the right spot, Hyunjin rammed into Felix's shuddering body, surprised at how quickly Felix came after. Felix left out a cry as his cum spilled out of his dick and all over his stomach.

He left out a shaky breath and whimpered as he felt Hyunjin release his seed inside his ass.

Groaning, Hyunjin finally slid out, eyeing his cum that was leaking out of Felix's hole, now mixing with the lube.

Felix placed his hand on Hyunjin's nape and pulled him in for a quick sweet kiss. "Thank you, Hyunjin. Love you."

Hyunjin smiled as he laid down beside Felix, pulling the smaller to his chest. "Love you more."