Crawling back to you [Tom kaulitz]

Mistake

Hello i've been struggling to remember my password in this account thats why I did not updated that gast im really sorry😭😭

Y/n's pov:

I asked tom if I could just sleep in his room while the boys and him make the new music because my part was done,and im kinda tired for the day so I decided to go upstairs and throw myself on tom's bed.

3hours later*

I woke up sweating and it seem like the boys started being silent,and that's where I knew tom wasn't there because the boys are waiting for him to come back.

I decided to go down and ask them where did tom go

Bill: oh sweetie don't worry he is just in a store getting something to eat

Bill said assuring me so I won't go after tom.

Y/n:okay, I will just wait with you guys here since I don't have anything to do upstairs

Bill:great! Suit yourself dear

We were back at our phones but I started to worry because tom isn't back yet, it's almodt 45 minutes so I decuded to text him

Tom

Y/n- where are you? Ur supposed to be back earlier

1missed call*

Y/n- hello? Can you please answer babe?

5missed call*

I started to panic,what if something happened to him?

I told bill that I tried texting and calling him,and he wasn't responding any of them

Bill:oh you know tom dear,his phone are always on dnd so he can't really see your messages or it does not notify him, if he isn't home in an hour,you can go after him dear i'll go with you okay?

Y/n:okay bill,thank you.

Bill: no worries dear

After an hour*

I was on the window near our door peeking for almost an hour waiting for him,then suddenly someone poked me and I turned around.

it was bill clinging the keys signalling me to go outside and get in the car because we will go after tom who is missing for almost 2 hours.

The ride was really silent as I was overthinking of where did my tom go,bill broke the silence by asking me qa question.

Bill:are you really that worried about my brother sweetie? There is nothing that could happen to thst jerk! He is always armed and ready for crazy paparazzi's attacks.

Y/n: I know bill, but I am still worried.

I looked at him with my face full of anxiety,and he comforted me by patting my back saying it is okay.

We got into the store,the store was nearly closing and there is no people inside, I ran outside to ask the person who is about to close the store.

Y/n: hey um I just want to ask if it's okay with you

Stranger: sure what is it?

Y/n: have you seen someone with dreads,wearing a bandana and an oversuzed jeans walking in this store?

Stranger:oh yes he was kinda popular I guess some girls were swarming around him telling him to go with the girls

Y/n:what

I was shocked of what I heard but then I saw bill rushing into me grabbing my arm

Bill: get in right now, I knew it those bitches drugged tom again.

Y/n:what do you mean?

Bill:go wear your seatbelt now.

As he drove fast like he was in a race, my heart started beating fast and I did nit know what was going on and where are we going,I trusted bill since it's his twin thst we are looking for.

We got into the place,it was dark apartment, flickering lights,bill used to open my door in common but then this time he told me to hurry up and come with him.

As we climbed the gate I heard a noise to the back of the apartment,seeing a pool loads of girls,my heart raced again as he saud Tom was drugged by this girls again

Bill ran into the crowed and shouted

Bill:WHERE THE FUCK,IS MY BROTHER?!

The crowd went silent while some gurls are still swarming at a one seat, a girl moved away and I saw tom, all pale and his eyes were so red enjoying the view of all those girls gathering up to him. I have nit saw this side if tom, but what I kept planting into my mind that he was drugged, he does not know what he was doing, as I reached for his hand signalling him that we gotta go

Tom: what the fuck are you doing?

Y/n: babe please let's go home

Tim:babe?what? Why would I have someone like you?

It shattered my heart into pieces hearing that, he might be not on his mind now,but thati s still him,saying it to me as I zoned out Bill went to the way and carried his brother out of that apartment I was still in shock while walking behind bill who is carrying his drugged twin all pale and is weak.

When we got into the car, I was zoning out,crying didn't know what to do

Bill: im sorry babe, he was drugged so there is no way he would say that if his in his mind

I was still zoned out did not know what to do.

Y/n: drop me to my house.

Bill:but-

Y/n:please,bill.

He looked at me for awhile with a sad expression,then there was me still zoned out, I felt like I was drugged too, my mind was blank and all I wanted to do was go home

He dropped me at my house,then I got out of his car.

Bill:take c-

I shutted the door of his car and walked to my apartment.

I got to my bed,soaked in sweat relapsing what he did said to me.

I will update tommorow it is late😭 I apologize if there's a mispell or typo's