Chapter 22

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"I-i killed my c-child veer. I- killed my child" ruhi wailed loudly. Clutching on him like her life depends on it.

"Shhhhh you didn't do anything rooh. Calm down" he spoke rubbing her back.

"N-nhi veer. Sh-shamita chachi wa-warned me to stay away. I didn't listened to her Veer" she cried more.

"Wh-why are you with me?  Aap kya chahte h-hai humse. Hamara picha kyu nhi choda aapne" she asked him with teary eyes.

"Sirf tumhe chahta hu mai rooh" he gazed at her lovingly. Combing her hairs with his fingers. (I only want you rooh)

"A-aap bhut pachtaenge. Aap smjhte kyu nhi.
NA HUM AAPKO KOI MOHABBAT DE SAKTE HAI
NA KOI ZAYDAT
OR NAHI KOI VARIS" she finally spoke those words which she has been hiding from everyone.

(You will regret it alot. Why don't you understand.
I can't give you any love, any property,
Not even a child)

He stared at her shocked.

"K-kya" he stuttered. (W-what)

"Haan veer. Banz hai aapki biwi. Vo aapko kabhi koi baccha nhi de sakti" she told him palming her face and crying her heart out. Her sobs got louder and louder. Her hands itched to cut. She felt her breathing shortened.

(Yes veer. Your wife is infertile. She can't give you any child ever)

"A--a-aap ab hame apna sakte hai? Kahiye KAHIYA NA. I am infertile veer. Can you accept me now" she shouted and asked.
(C-can you accept me now. SPEAK SPEAK NA)

Her hopes shattered when she felt his hands moving away from her.

"Hame hamare haal pe chodh dijiye veer. Hum hath jodte hai aapse. Itni mohabbat na de hame. Hum iske layak nhi" she spoke as she joined her shivering hands in front of him and spoke in a low voice. 

(Please leave me in my condition veer. I beg you. Please don't give me so much love. I am not worthy enough)

"H-hume maaf kar dijiye. Dhokha diya na humne aapko- Hume phele hi bta dena tha. Please forgive me" She cried. Her whole form was shivering due to crying.

(Please forgive me. I betrayed you. I should have told you earlier)

Veer was too stunned to speak. His mind went blank.

"I-i know you can't accept me veer. I know no one can. Neither your family nor you" she said as she gave him a teary smile.

"I will go somewhere else. I don't want to be a bad omen for your family. Please forgive me if you can ever" she spoke.

"B-but thank you veer. You showered me with so much love, so much care. I never got. You gave me everything. While I gave you nothing. Bhut shukriya veer" she stood in her shaky legs in front of him.

With her shaky fingers. She palmed his face. He continued to gape at her.
She pressed her lips against his forehead softly.

"Thank you. I will leave now" she whispered as her tear dropped in his cheeks. Making him snap out of his thoughts.

His jaw clenched. He looked like a a raging Bull.

Seeing his anger she slowly backed away feeling that she did something wrong.

"FUCKING HELL. YOU CAN'T" he yelled loudly as he threw a vase on the floor. Ruhi flinched.

"HOW CAN YOU DECIDE WHAT I WANT?" he asked her.

"HOW CAN YOU THINK SO LOW OF ME RUHI. I SAID I LOVE YOU FUCKING DAMN IT. I LOVE YOUU. I CAN NEVER LEAVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT" he yelled.

Her eyes snapped towards him. She slumped on her knees wailing loudly.

He immediately rushed towards her.
And gathered her in his arms.

"I am sorry for scaring you rooh. I am so sorry" he whispered as he kissed her forehead.

"I want you. Baby I don't care about anything else bub I need you. I need you in my life. I can't breathe when I am not near you. You are my whole heart rooh. How can a person live without their heart" he mumbled. Soothing her. 

"I don't care if we can't have a baby. When I have you. I am complete rooh. You are my baby, you are my wife. My world revolves around you bub" he told her. She stared at him for a while. But shook her head.

"Nhi rooh. I am speaking the truth. We can adopt if you want. But i can't let you go rooh. I am a fucking selfish man..I want to have you all for me" he husked.

"P-par I am a murderer veer. I killed my child." She sobbed.

"You didn't do anything bub. And I am fucking worst man. Baby I am a mafia. I bath in blood" he spoke and for the first time ruhi felt shivers. For a moment she had forgot that he is a mafia.

"Rooh. Will you tell me what exactly happened? I will make every fucking one pay who have hurt you. But you need to trust me rooh. I love you genuinely.
I need to know everything. Will you let me in bub" he asked her softly.
As he rubbed her back kissing her forehead.

After a while she nodded her head. Sniffling. He smiled at her. Passing her a glass of water. She took a deep breathe.

"I-----







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