don't let it out

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Millie
Today 6:23 AM

Millie:
Hi, love! I know it's kind of early there but I just want to let you know that I'll be very busy today. I might not be able to reply fast

7:01 AM

Millie:
I'm training some new hired staff today, will be briefing them on which stuff they're expected to do throughout the day

And at the same time, my mom will be also making me do some managing stuff. Idk yet but I'm kinda excited and nervous

8:22 AM

Millie:
Loveeee, you awake???

I miss you already

I love you 😭

9:09 AM

Forrest:
Good morning to me?

I hope you don't skip your meals even if you're busy

I love you more! And I miss you too

10:57 AM

Forrest:
I'm off to the track to do some practice drive

12:13 PM

Forrest:
Going to lunch with Liam and the manager right now. Update me whenever you can. I love you.

1:56 PM

Forrest:
Hey, love. So I was thinking during my conversation earlier with Liam and our manager. I realized that I haven't told them about my plan yet. Thinking about leaving makes me sad but at the same time I can't wait to have all the time with you

But during our conversation earlier, I feel sorry because they were already talking about the future plans with our team and I can't bring myself to talk about my plans with them because I don't want to let them down

They've been part of my life for almost 5 years now and we developed a relationship not just teammates or whatever.

I don't know how to tell them about myself. How do I bring it up to them

3:33 PM

Millie:
Hello! Sorry I just got home. Was too busy I couldn't check my phone

Forrest:
It's okay, love

How's work?

Millie:
Stressful

Wait, I'm reading your messages

Do you really want to quit racing? Like honestly. Is it really your decision or driven by me?

Forrest:
Love, before we even meet again last year, I really wanted to quit already.

I just don't want them breaking because of me

Millie:
Hindi mo talaga yan maiiwasan. Although I'm sure they will understand. Just don't shock them. You get what I mean? Maybe try to tell them that hey, i'm leaving and i had such a great time with you guys something like that

Don't leave them with questions

Forrest:
We'll meet again tomorrow so I guess I'll just tell them early

Millie:
Yeah. What about your dad? Did you guys talk already?

Forrest:
No I didn't talk to him

He'll just give me another headache. We'll sort it out one at a time.

Millie:
I love you and you know whatever happens, I'll always support you

Forrest:
I love you too