don't let it out

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Forrest
Today 9:09 PM

Millie:
Loveeer

Forrest:
Taylor?

Millie:
That's supposed to be love but that works

I made paalam na to my mom about Japan and Singapore grand prix

Forrest:
Aaaand?

Millie:
She let me go to Singapore but not in Japan because of some business things we need to deal with

I'm sorryyy

Forrest:
It's perfectly fine, Mills

I'll see you in a month then?

Millie:
Yeah let's just meet in Singapore. You'll go straight there after Japan right?

Forrest:
Yeah

Millie:
Okay!!! I'm excited to see you again!

Forrest:
Me too.

Millie:
Oh by the wayyy

Forrest:
Yeah?

Millie:
Do you want anything from here so I could bring it to Singapore?

Forrest:
Nothing really

Millie:
You sure??

Forrest:
Yeah. Just you will be more than enough.

Millie:
🥺

Forrest:
I miss you a lot

Millie:
Same here

Forrest:
I love you

Millie:
I love you too

Is there something wrong?

Forrest:
Nothing is wrong.

Why'd you ask?

Millie:
Are you sure? You know you can always talk to me right?

Forrest:
I know

But everything's alright. You don't have to worry, Millie. I just miss you so much.

Millie:
But we FaceTime almost every night

Forrest:
I know but I miss being physically around you. I miss your hugs and kisses. Everyday. There's not a day I didn't think about you

Millie:
Forrest

Forrest:
Yeah?

Millie:
You're going to make me cry

Forrest:
In a bad way or good way? Because if it's in a bad way, I'll stop

Millie:
I don't know if it's bad or good

I'm crying because I miss you too and I couldn't express how much I miss you like you do. And I'm crying because you always make me feel how much you love me even though we're halfway world apart

And I'm just lucky to have you. I wish this never end. That you'll always be mine.

Forrest:
I'm always yours, my love.

Millie:
Did you also tell that to your exes? To Selena?

Forrest:
Millie

Millie:
Hahaha that came out of nowhere

Don't mind me

Forrest:
Millie. I love you. My exes, Selena, all of them are in my past now. Doesn't matter anymore. What matters to me now is the present. You. You, only, matters to me now. So, please don't ever doubt my love to you.

If you want reassurance, I'll give it to you anytime, anywhere. The least I want is you, doubting my love. If you think my efforts are not enough, then, I'll do better. Until you feel assured enough.

I know that our situation is difficult, but I'm begging. For us, please hold on a little bit more. Don't give up yet. Please.

Millie:
Hey hey, Forrest. I'm not giving up. Please don't think that I'm falling out or might fall out. I love you with all my heart. I'm sorry if I asked that question. I shouldn't have asked that.

Forrest:
It's okay, love. It's better for us to be clear and have our questions answered than assuming anything else.

Millie:
How about you? Have you asked yourself sometimes?

Forrest:
Like what?

Millie:
Like if ever think about my exes? Compare you to my exes?

Forrest:
No.

Millie:
Yeah?

Forrest:
They're your exes for a reason. They've done shitty things to break you and didn't bother fixing anything or putting effort to fix things that's why you two fell apart.

You know our differences?

Millie:
What?

Forrest:
I make sure to evaluate myself. What I have done. What I could do. And do my best to communicate. If I truly love the person, I'm willing to better myself, better our relationship.

Millie:
Then why did your past relationships fell apart?

Forrest:
Some things are better to let go because it'll hurt more when you try to hold on to it more.

Millie:
Okay but how could you possibly say that my exes fucked up and not me?

Forrest:
Because you're perfect

Millie:
Forrest 🙄

Forrest:
There goes my Millie

I'm kidding but base on your stories, they're the one who fucked up

Millie:
But it's my point of view. You didn't hear their side.

Forrest:
Even if I don't hear their side. Cheating? Two-timing? Is it even worth it to listen to their side?

Millie:
Okay that's fair

Forrest:
If ever there's something bothering you, tell me. Anything. All of it. I want to hear it.

Millie:
I will.