Wings and Webs: Journey

Yukinaru -Damn It- 69

     I sit uptop my empty pet, watching a trail of blood run down from his parted lips. The warmth of his touch slowly being replaced with the sting of winter. The void within my chaos is sucking him in...
     "This shit right here... it's never ending in this world!" I bring my fist down on his chest with a soild thud but he remains just as still.
     "How careless I have been. How weak and pitiful I've become. This world has poisoned me.."
     "Master. Do not fault yourself. He is-"
     "Leave me." I cast a dark glare at him as he steps back.
     I look back up at my jester whose jokes know no end, "Hisoka..." I lean forward and kiss his lips lightly, I then move to the side of his face. "WAKE UP DAMN IT!"
     I sit up swiftly as a ripple runs underneath me nearly instantly. I wait on baited breath for a moment then Hisoka's arm suddenly bolts up towards the sky. I sit silently still as I watch a spark return to his gaze.
     He peers up at the endless sky for what felt like an enterity before his gaze landed on me.
     "Why do I always glimpse death around you♤~?" He chuckles softly bring his hand to my cheek.
     "Don't tease, you enjoy it" I giggle and let myself fall foward, "I won't let you leave that easily. Be sure I'll pull you back many more times."
     "As much as I adore having you lay upon me, you fail to realize you are presently nude my flower ♡~." With my head pressed against his chest, the light laughter echoing in my ear sends a smile to my lips.
     "Silence for now." I close me eyes as his arms wrap around me, "Let's just lay here awhile longer."
     "You are leaving, are you not ♤~?" He sits up and moves me to his lap with ease.
     My back now up against his chest, I face up at the fading stars. "You glimpsed into my mind.." I sigh deeply. Feeling defeated inside my ownself.
     "I have been privy to many things, elaborate this time." Hisoka's chin comes to rest on my head.
     "What did you feel?" I question without looking at him.
     "Hmmm, I would say it was a broken hollowness."
     "I suppose that does fit fairly well..." I sigh, not sure what I was expecting.
     "You know the chaos that follows you is intoxicating. Share openly, if not with me then who else?"
     "You are asking me to share my thoughts when I myself hide from them?" I laugh darkly.
     "A rare moment of open reflection can-"
     "Stop trying to play sweet. It's so not who you are Jester." I turn my head and look at him, "You just want inside information. See if I'm still /growing/ in the direction you want."
     "Perhaps a bit of both. I'm not so one dimensional as you may think." He pokes my cheek and looks to the sky above.
     "I don't know how well I can express what you are asking, but I can try." I smile faintly as I continue, "After all what kind of Master would I be if I didn't indulge my pets now and again."
     Taking a deep breath I close my eyes, clearing the clutter from my mind. It's hard at first, the crackling sounds of the nearby fire paired with the whisps of water against sand. Even the air held frozen in Hisoka's chest is distracting.
     Shaking my head, I take another deep breathe and block everything out..
Meditation isn't something I have practiced in I dont know how long. How long has it been since I even enjoyed basking in the moon's company. Already my thoughts are beinging to spiral.
     Never takes long does it... and of course right on cue, the flickering flame pops into my inner view. Bringing with it blurred thoughts melding together, my dreams and memories creating a jagged storm above..
     I watch the seams of reality and fiction bleed into one another. Terrified of the storm above I look below to be greeted with blazing flames. The field of flowers are a bright glow of hazey red smoke.
     A soundless scream escapes me, splintering my vision mirroring shattered glass. Panic fills me as I feel thick cold water slowly rising up my legs.
     "*Escape*" says the fainted voices, I try to fly up but my wings are already snared.
     "*Fight*" says the flickering flame, but it's too late.
     I stare up in despair just to see a weeping moon cry watching my silent struggle. Just as the liquid is about to swallow me I feel an enormous surge of energy spike through out my body. I open my eyes wide finallu able to see a confused Hisoka.
     "What happened?" I ask perplexed.
Hisoka shrugs and clearly is gonna play it off I bet.
     "Explain." I look up the sky as well, waiting for his reply.
     "He won't tell you, will you Hisoka?" Chrollo's voice barely a whisper reaches my ears.
     "What are yo-"
     "Part of you is still bound to me, do not be so surprised." Chrollo cuts me off as he steps fourth from trees mere feet away.
     "That is cause you want it so, not I. Do not concern yourself with me." I feel a slight flush across my cheeks and Hisoka's grip tightens.
     He bows slightly and steps closer to us, "Reckless and cold as ever. What would you have done had I not-"
     "I was fine-"
     "You are the one telling lies now." Chrollo crosses his arms, his face holds a level of anger I haven't seen from him before.
     "Perhaps Flower now would be a good time to dress and-"
     "Perhaps nothing Jester!" I cross my arms over my exposed breast and turn my back to them both.
     "As usual your crass knows no bounds does it ♡~" He laughs as he removes his shirt, "There we go."
     I put up a faint struggle as Hisoka slips his shirt over my head, I giggle and turn to him pressing my hand against his chest.
     "But now you are exposed," I lean up and kiss him as I rise to my feet. "Why have you come Chrollo?" I walk over towards the fire.
     "In this moment it wasn't by choice. You nearly dro-"
     I jump and rush to Chrollo before he finishes, "It's seriously none of your concern." I glance behind me at an uninterested Jester.
     "Your lack of composer is evident even if you want to remain unaware."
     "There is nothing to worry over." I grit my teeth in spite.
     "You say this as the roots you seeded attempt to rip into me as I stand here?"
     "Say what you will, but I have everything under control." I turn and stomp towards the shoreline breaking my nen roots from him.
     Chrollo follows close behind me, "Why are you still here?" I don't even bother to look at him.
     "Merely to assess your current state. Like it your not we do need one another."
     "You are irrevocably a pain in the ass Chrollo." I roll my eyes and sit with my feet resting in the waves.
     "Says the one who nearly drowned had I not intervened." He takes a seat next me and flicks a rock out into the water, "Are you so eager to give up and sink as that stone just did?"
     "You have no idea what is going on, try and act as though you do, won't change anything." I roll my eyes heavily at him.
     "Your power has been spiking erratically causing the trace amounts of your nen to ignite wherever you've been. Countless people slaughtered by mere remnants of your presence. In the past hour alone shadows have burst taking everything in them from this world."
     He places a hand on my shoulder, "Unlike Alluka Zoldyck who has merely been touched.... you are a child of the Dark Continent itself and no one can fathom what is within you..."
     He trails off mid conversation and I can see him sinking into deep thought.
     "Theories, myths, and riddles. You never will change, and you expect me to mindlessly believe you? After everything?" I flick out my wings, forcing him to move back from me.
     "As interesting as this all is, it is time for you to leave now Chrollo ♤~."
     Hisoka's bloodlust spikes rapidly the closer he gets to us. I don't need to look to know the aggression between them two is rising rapidly. Its been but mere hours since I ranted out the lot of them as it were.
     "Hisoka is only half right.. Till next time, good bye Chrollo." I snap my fingers dropping me and my jester through a shadow.
     It doesn't take long for us to appear in my familiar room, wasting no time I send Haiji to lay in front of my door. He will prevent any unwanted disturbances from the family at least.
     Hisoka gently comes up to me and guides us to the bed. He lays me down and crawls in next me, bloodlust still seeping from him. I feel the tension twitch in his muscles, knowing that he too feels the drain of the night.
     He is forcing himself to behave despite the desire to just ravage me now and burry the fatigue. I blush, looking away. Touched by this new profound level he is displaying.
     Perhaps he is worried I will not return this time. Even without constant contact, I will always have a hold over him it seems. The previous abandonment may have caused ever lasting pain to my beloved pet jester.
     "*Haiji, I can't just leave again..*"
     I feel Haiji's internal groan but his resignation is clear. Hisoka pulls my attention back as he slides his arm over my waist.
     "Well this is not what I was expecting." I giggle lightly, scooting back into him.
     "I suppose for now, I just want to savor this ◇~. We can talk after about everything." He hugs me tightly.
     "You sir are still foolish." I laugh with evident exhaustion.