● I'd Lose Myself ● | Kosta X Reader(Y/n) | {X}

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Chapter 7 : His New Crush

"Soo sis, is your boy seatmate handsome?" Jen raised her eyebrows two times while smirking at me. I chuckled and rolled my eyes. Yeah he is.

"Maybe?" Jen pouted and crossed her arms. "What do you mean?? Tell me already please!"

"Why would I? Are you that down bad?"

"No- EW! I don't want a boyfriend yet!" I laughed like a pig. My sister was looking at me annoyed. My mom even knocked at our room and told us if we were okay and Jen said yes while I was just laughing in the background. I was gonna yell something but dad was already asleep so I stopped myself from doing so. He might wake up and kill me and Jen.

Jen and I were talking about our new friends that we made in our new school. All I know about my sister's friends is that their really kind, funny and both beautiful and handsome since that's what she told me. I didn't elaborate mine further which annoyed my sister and triggered her curiousity.

"You haven't told me everything about your friends sis while I told every single info. That's unfair!" I smiled and patted my sister's head, messing her hair up.
"Maybe I'll tell you next time because it's already late. We need to go to sleep." I pointed at the clock above the bedroom door and looked back at her and winked.

"Excuses.." She rolled her eyes, she stood up and went in front of me.

"You were too talkative, you didn't gave me enough time to tell you about my new friends." I grabbed a blanked on my pillow and folded it properly.

"But you said you only have two.. come on you can just atleast tell what they look like and their name.." I threw the folded blanket towards her. "Go to sleep." I grabbed my blanket and went straight to bed without even looking at my sister. She turned off the lights and layed on the bed beside me.

"Tell me tomorrow sis please~"

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The next day...

After me and Jen changed our clothes after taking a bath, we went straight to the kitchen to eat some breakfast that our mom made while we were bathing. Jen was wearing a white plain shirt paired with black jeans, her hair was tied in a ponytail. I was wearing a black sweater as my top, a white skirt as my bottom and a pair of black doll shoes to match the clothing style. This was the only time I can wear a skirt because all my jeans were in the laundry. Jen went to the dining table and sat on a chair. I followed her and sat beside her.

While waiting for dad and mom to come downstairs, Jen decided to start a conversation with me. And the topic was absolutely about yesterday.

"Sis can you tell me now? I'm curious."

"What am I gonna tell you?"

"How can you forget that easily? Do you have amnesia sis?" I laughed and tapped her back. "You're really curious huh?"

...

"Ohh so your seatmate's name is Kosta?"

"Yeah."

"Oooh do you think he's handsome~?"

Suddenly dad came downstairs and interrupted us. "What are you both talking about?" He said greeting us with a sweet smile. Me and Jen both said good morning to him and continued the conversation.
"We were just talking about our new classmates dad." Jen said. Dad sat on the chair and placed both his arms on the table. "Really? Tell me about it." He moved his head towards us to be able to hear each words we're gonna say.

"So big sissy have a new crush~" She teased me. I got confused because I didn't say that I had a new crush today and Jen just randomly told dad.

"Wait NO I didn't say anything involving that!" Jen laughed at me and my dad. "Oh really? My girl's in love with a serbian boy."

They both teased me for something that doesn't have any evidence at all. I am just new in that school and now I immediately have a crush? No way! That's weird.

"No.. I don't like anyone yet."

"Yet!" My sister loudly said, catching mom's attention upstairs. She was drying her hair with a towel while she came down from the stairs. She went straight to the kitchen and joined us in our conversation. "What's happening here?"

"Our daughter is-"

"No dad. No." I immediately stopped his statement because I knew what he's gonna say to her. I also shushed my sister, glaring at her in a scary way. My intimidating presence made them silent in the kitchen, which made my mom confused. "Hm.. Okay it's time to eat because you both are gonna be late."

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After eating, y/n and Jen went to school immediately with their dad driving the car. After then, both of them went to class.

I went inside the classroom and went straight to my seat where Kosta was. He was sitting comfortably in his sit and it seems like he was waiting for someone. When he saw me he immediately sat properly and made space for me to sit.
"Good morning Kosta!" I sat on the chair and smiled at him.

"Morning y/n." He smiled back subtly but he didn't made eye contact with me. I decided to stop looking at him anymore to not make it more awkward and instead I looked around the classroom. Everyone was chatting and playing with their friends. It really felt like they have known each other for years like they were siblings. But I noticed that Kosta doesn't approach and talk to them. He always stays in his sit and be silent during the whole class hours. Is he new here or he just don't talk that much?

"Y/n.."

He unexpectedly called my name in a low tone. I looked at him and responded also in a low tone. "Yeah? Are you okay Kosta?"

"Yeah I am. I just wanna know if you're uncomfortable around me.." He rubbed his neck with a hint feeling of insecurity.

"What? No! I'm fine. Why do you think that?"

"I'm.. Awkward."

"We just met so it's normal to feel like that. I promise I am not uncomfortable around you okay?" I reassured him to make sure he doesn't feel bad to himself. I kinda felt like he was which made me worried but I didn't show my true emotions. Yet.

"Okay. That's good then."

I smiled at him warmingly to show more that I was absolutely fine being as his seatmate and that he didn't made me uncomfy around him.

...

Kosta slightly blushed at her cute smile and he noticed this which made him flustered more at y/n. He covers his face with his palm looking in the opposite direction to avoid y/n noticing his visible tint blush.

"What is happening to me.."

...

"Are you okay Kosta?" I looked at his side profile face worriedly. I thought I did something wrong because he suddenly became silent. He didn't respond to my question and instead just looked outside the window beside him. Maybe he didn't hear me?

A few minutes have passed and finally the first class have started.