● I'd Lose Myself ● | Kosta X Reader(Y/n) | {X}

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Chapter 15 : Heavenly Kiss
> Y/n's POV <

When I felt his lips on my skin, it did something to my body, it made me burn hotter than my mom's oven. His kiss lasted for 3 seconds, it was truly heavenly but I had to stop him and ponder what just happened? If I didn't move away from him immediately maybe he would continue kissing my other cheek, my forehead, my neck or even my lips because I felt like he wouldn't stop that easily. You know boys when they get turned on.. And I am not prepared for those kinds of things yet so I had to do something.

Why did he kiss me though? On the cheek!? I thought he was gonna kiss my lips at the last moment. I am not even ready for something romantic like that. My lips were as pale as my crayons on primary school, my face literally looks like a clown that haven't eaten a proper meal and my hair is messy like I haven't brush it for days. I even smell bad because of my sweat even though I spray victoria's secret perfume over my whole clothing.

Good thing he didn't thought about going in to my lips because I would totally faint...

But when he kissed me.. I didn't regret anything. Even though I kinda expected him to kiss my lips but I am already contented. The kiss on the cheek made me smile so hard mentally. It made me feel like I was in a romantic movie scene.

Not long after I push myself away from Kosta, I slowly open my eyes and see an empty hallway in front of me. I don't see Kosta anywhere. Did he just ran away and left me here?

I stood up and fixed my clothes and my hair. Wiping some dust on my shoes and on top of my clothes. I started to walk towards my class while combing my hair using my fingers gently. I noticed that there were no students left walking around on the corridors anymore, I could hear teachers yelling and teaching in class while I pass on the hallways, my school shoes stepping on the shiny floors made of tiles was the only sound I could hear echoing in it. It was satisfying to listen.

But as I hear another footsteps sound echoing behind me, my heart skipped a beat. I immediately stopped and slowly turn my head behind me.

"Oh hey y/n." Andrija smiled while he continued walking towards me. "Oh Andrija it's just you.." I sighed thankfully.

I continued walking to my destination, Andrija quickly catched up to me and walked by my side. "So, Kosta.. Left you huh?" He said while keeping the same pace as mine. "No I guess. He just.. Went to the bathroom real quick."  I fake smiled.

"Hm so he peed in his pants because he kissed you on the cheek?" I immediately stopped walking. Did he just mentioned what happened a while ago? He saw us?

"Wh-what?" He chuckled, walking towards in front of me facing my astonished face slowly turning flustered.

"Hm? You like him too dont you?" His pure innocent smile slowly dissapeared like he knew he was gonna receive bad news. I let out a nervous laugh.

"No. Kosta is just my friend I.. I don't like anyone right now Andrija.." I tried to stay calm as I can so he won't get suspicious of me. But the way he's piercing my eyes makes me feel more stressed. I can't even breath properly.

"You sure about that y/n? Why did you let him kiss you?" He leaned closer to me, smiling oddly. I step back a few steps while he follows me but that wasn't helping. It lead me to a dead end instead and now I am pinned against the wall. Now what?

"I don't know what you're talking about.." His face was already so close to mine. I could feel his faint, calm breathing. He chuckled at my obvious lie. That was a bad response and I should've thought about it before letting it come out of my mouth. "Yeah I guess. Maybe I am being an idiot right now." He took a few steps back leaving my face pale from nervousness. He was so close to my face, it felt like he was trying to threatened me. But maybe I was just imagining things. Maybe.

"Sorry about that y/n." He apologized. I calmed my tensed up body and let out a sigh of relief. "Yeah yeah it's fine.. I need to go now." I nodded. My voice were shaking, I can barely try to maintain my normal breathing level after what happened. I walked a few steps away from Andrija but when I did I felt my legs getting weak and numb, my vision getting blurry that I almost saw heaven. Later on after all that struggle; my vision suddenly turned black and I felt my head hit something hard.

What have you got yourself into y/n?

Andrija's POV

I knew she was lying the moment she said she didn't like Kosta. Her actions speaks for itself, she obviously likes him. But if she was really telling the truth then otherwise she wouldn't let Kosta kiss him on the cheek. The time where they got out of the library, I followed them and hid myself perfectly to a wall. I was stalking on them and listening to their conversation. Then Kosta the nerd had the guts to touch her cheeks and kiss her.

Yes I lied that I was out of my mind and that I pretended that I didn't saw what happened but I just did. It hurts me seeing the only girl I like is already interested in someone else. But there is no way I'll give up that easily. I can still try to impress y/n and Kosta can't do anything about it to stop me from doing so.

After the kiss, Kosta ran through the hallways and left y/n alone. I observed her until she walked away. I quietly followed her from behind but the peaceful stalking didn't last long, I got caught because I can't prevent my shoes from making a sound. And that's how I ended up talking to her without anyone bothering us like her annoying nerdy seatmate bothering me when I was trying to talk to her at the library.

I was so desperate to find answers that I scared her so bad. So I decided to apologize and let her go before she hates me. I watched her walk away from me, but I noticed that she wasn't moving properly. I slowly walk towards her to ask if she was alright when she suddenly fainted.

Shit what have you got yourself into Andrija? What did you do?